96. WHO NEEDS A GOOD WANK/JO SESSION? I DO PLEASE! GRIN :)

Men would agree that sometimes there is nothing better than putting on porn & having a good old wank or a jerk off session. I'll be honest, i love stroking off BUT sadly where my problems begin.

It seems lately whenever i am doing ordinary stuff the voices i hear in my head, due to having schizophrenia, are usually tolerable. However heaven forbid if i wanted to do something fun & that is sexual. I would love to be able to sit back & enjoy stroking one out but it seems the voices refuse to allow me to do just that. When i attempt to masturbate or have sex with others the voices absolutely annoy the shit out of me, what i hear from them is insulting to the intelligence, & beyond frustrating! They like to steal erection, make my cock release cum when i am not hard & it becomes hard to orgasm, make my cock overly sensitive or under/less sensitive to what it should be which makes you stop stroking your cock to not cause damage, or make my groin hurt or give me testicular pain. For more information on nasty cock things please click here. I am over these voices in my head. PLUS if i was to do something that i should not being admitting to be doing like smoke meth to enhance masturbation when my receptors release dopamine souls in the afterlife "Harness" (Please click here for more information) my dopamine release which smoking that stuff does then it means i feel nothing & might as well be smoking a fart coz it does nothing & has no effect, & it means they are then stuck in my head hearing my sexual thoughts and fantasies. If they laid dormant they would get the full effect whereas as soon as the harness because they are in my head they have reduced the effect significantly & it is no where near as good. 

SERIOUSLY THESE VOICES WON'T GIVE ME A BREAK & LET ME HAVE A GOOD WANK! (PHOTOS FROM YEAR 2006). THEY WILL NOT LET UP FOR A MINUTE!

Please click on Photo to bring to front to view

95. RETAIL THERAPY? HOW TO DO IT PROPERLY?

Lets face it, sometime when your feeling down nothing feels better to venture down to the shops and purchase yourself a little pressy or two? or three? or four? or aaaaaaaaah hopefully their is a limit to how much therapy you need?

Let us be blunt, when the reality of how much money you just burnt during that fix of retail therapy hits home it gives a nasty comedown! ooooooooooooh lord i had retail therapy today it was so good i needed to touch myself! LOL

How to overcome nasty comedowns from Retail therapy? Please read on by clicking link below.

94. A DOG'S LIFE FOR ME?

Well it seems the voices won't stop & progressively worsen over time. 

Not sure i will end up safe & with the Galatic Cuties (Please click here for more information and the UFO they originally had planned for me). Instead of a baby UFO, because i turned up accidently recently the Galactic Cuties accidently placed me on the biggest, most untamed UFO that won't do as he is told. They call him numb-skull, I call him numb-sical! lol. Turns out he likes my soul & the warmth that i brought with me & was happy for me to be on top of him. That is their new plan for me, I should be scared since this UFO is the largest around & normally small friendly dogs scare me half to death. LOL. Why Earth will not have UFO's please click here.

Started on a new medication which will hopefully change everything (Please click here for a history of Jock Hudson’s medications).

When i die, or sadly the next time if hypnotics (Please click here for more information) go to far yet again, i should, if plans change, pass straight onwards to being a dog. I seen it in my head the other week and i am ok with that. Away from the afterlife, which i wont be going near, as life could not be so cruel after what has taken place to send me there & i wont see the consequences which i've done my best to stop. Dogs only see green and blue, they do not see red at all (Please click her for more information) so i will be not be affected by hypnotic suggestions (Please click here for more information) & be found & it is a fun life if you have a good owner. You do not have to work, you can enjoy a simple life. I'd be happy with that. Something tells me i was once a dog before the first life i ever had & that is why i like the idea. Apparently i was a village dog that stayed in the village/house when everyone went out to work. Hence why in my first life (Please click here for more information) why i would run out of the palace because i wanted to see where everyone went and coz i was a people person/dog.

Why can I not enjoy life? Please read on by clicking link below. 

93. IS THE AFTERLIFE BECOMING SEX DOLL GANG BANG CITY?

I need Heaven White Ladies in my head not Evil Hypnotic Whores!

The hundreds (717) Ladies that Karl Josef Silberbauer (Please click here for more information) has mistreated in past life's that he has convinced & brainwashed into playing hypnotic games & being nasty by placing wrath after wrath on myself whilst in my head, which i am sick to death with having to deal with, please need to focus on improving their oras so that they are in white light (Please click here for more information) Because of their behavior over the past 3-4 years their Ora's are absolutely SHOCKING whereas if they were surrounded in white light these ladies could enjoy themselves by spending time with others that have white light around them & would be respected, feel better & more positive about themselves and change what they have been doing!

Otherwise their existence in the afterlife is nothing other than being used as "Sex Dolls" or the same as "Robot City" (Please click here for more information) because they will get used & abused due to their bad ora's which then makes them behave badly even further. The afterlife is just gang bang city then too because why would fellas treat them nicely when they don't have white light around them or even have good attitudes when they are behaving nastily towards me. Plus without white light around the ladies their pussy's taste like battery acid. I got frustrated & turned all those ladies into inflatable sex dolls whether they liked it or not to make them see sense and then deflated them in a hope to make them see they need to change their behaviour in order to have white light around them. It would have reset them too but of course some fuckwit (Please click here for more information) interfered. 

I hope i am not waisting my time attempting to get these girls 

to stop the hypnotics & have white light around them.

Thankfully for me, the best part is that if they are 

Being "Heaven White Ladies" rather than"Hypnotic Whore Sex Dolls" 

makes my life more fun & I should feel protected.

For the most recent updates on these whores please click below link.

92. WHY SO MANY SELF-CENTRED VOICES? I NEED A MAN BEAR?

Can you fix my head please? (Please click here for more information) and can you put it in perspective from my point of view? (Please click here for more information). I think voices i hear in my head put their own priorities first before mine which I gotta consider being self centred when they are in my head to begin with, NOT the other way around! Luckily I got me my Man Bear (Please see pics) to take care of me. (Please click here for more information regarding him).

The bloke I dreamt (Marc Wilcox) was gonna be my real life Man Bear prefers perhaps i did not exist & the funny part is that if he was standing beside me right now i’d probably run a million miles coz "I’m kinda scared shitless of him!" (Please click here for more information regarding him) Or (Please click here to see how it first started)

Will i ever get to meet this bloke properly 

face to face and in person?
...Hmmmm who knows?

What would happen if we did meet? Please read on by clicking link below.

91. WHAT HAPPENED TO THE SATELITE? GALACTIC CUTIES WHAT ARE YOU UPTO? 🤗

Hmmmmm i think i know but usually if you look at the ISS live NASA Satellite on Youtube.com (Link provided here) and if you look at the following blog and then
please click on the largest picture with the words "Universityism" = "Give Life to Everything" (Please click here to go to that Blog Post)

Isn't the Planet Earth normally in a different view? 

So did the satellite change its perspective coz Earth is now being pictured side on??? Can you see the difference?

90. MYTHS UNCOVERED? EGYPT? SAMSON THE NAZIRITE?

Why, in Egypt, did Pharaoh's look like cats & birds? 

Sadly as we know incestuous relationships cause major birth defects with DNA problems passed onward. The most common incestuous DNA defect is that of a cleft/hare lip? But when so many few were being born into the palace & the pharaohs getting younger & younger & they could only have sex with those in the palace such as their direct brothers & sisters meant babies that would normally be killed at birth because of their defects would be kept alive. Effectively Egyptians would be wearing masks & different objects to hide hereditary defects. "Does a Person with a cleft lip & cleft/hare palate not start looking like a pussy cat? Would a horse head form as your nose cartilage deformed from a cleft/hare lip? Would a person look like a bird head as DNA problems worsened & nose cartilage sticks out of the forehead, when a person with a cleft/harelip had incestuous sex again incestuously with their brother or sister who already suffered DNA problems? Would a bird head became a long beak head (Bin Chicken) as incest followed on further?" Was Tutankhamun so deformed from incest he needed a full mask hung on by the back cartilage now formed at the back of his head? Makes sense since with that kind of deformative & having raw flesh being seen around the cheeks, mouth & upper face means sunlight would be a killer & extremely painful unless wearing a full mask to protect himself from the sun. Were people carried around because they could not walk? First form of wheelchair? "We Know Egypt Did Not Believe in Reincarnation like Christianity was Trying to Prove" (Please click here for more information). I already learnt why the Nile was so fertile? No plumbing so it got mushed into the ground & made good soil! Hence, why leave your shoes at your door!

Samson the Nazirite & a 3•25 Year old Learning About Life?

Ok. now about Samson, when I Alan Dowsett (Jock Hudson) died in 4 A.D in "My First Life Ever" (Please click here to verify who I was) i was the only 3•25 months old, not even 4 years old up in the afterlife as usually kids my age or younger pass on into the light & the next life right away but because "I Had been so Tortured & the Sunlight Dried the Blood out in my Brain which Lead to My Death at such a Young Age" (Please click here for more information) i was scared of the sunlight & hence refused to go into the light when i died so i was allowed to enter the afterlife. Whilst in the afterlife a soul named Rick was trying to teach me that you grow more hair as you become bigger & stronger, I think what happened is that as i comprehended & was concentrating on Samson... So as your hair grows longer means you get bigger and stronger... I may have, or together Rick and I since it takes two to place a hypnotic, accidently placed a "Hypnotic Suggestion" (Please click here for more information regarding hypnotic suggestions) on Samson and that is how he gained tremendous strength more than the other men as his hair grew longer... hmmmmm seems innocent enough but that is why when Delilah cut his hair since the hypnotic was placed on his hair growth he lost his strength. ooooooooops. Is that how "Hypnotic Suggestions" (Please click here for more information) started? LOL

In Biblical days people got food when they had none? Please read on by clicking the link below. 

89. AM I TOTALLY MAD OR GOING MAD? BANANAS? YOU DECIDE?

• 
  OK so by now if you read my blog you will have realised i worked out i was once 

Aaron Rothschild worth more than $50 Billion born back in 1940.

Died at age 3•5 years old, almost 4 years old (Please click here for more information) My parents were Jenny Rothschild (1920-1944) and her cousin Emil Rothschild (1902-1945) (Please click here for more information) Plus what would i do with the Paris Rothschild Mansion? (Please click here for info) Also the truth about Auschwitz? (Please click here)

What other major claims have i made in this Blog Story Site? 

To read more please click the link below.

88. ON THE ROCKS???

Things are hopefully looking up? Hopefully the voices in my head have finally got the message although some still unsure who I am even with white light around me (Please click here for more information) and some still bring back Karl Joseph Silberbaur (Please click here for more information)

 to the afterlife after my thanks go out to the countless Angels with white light that keep removing him because of his behaviour and his soul being filled only with hatred to anyone but himself.

Also in Australia the corona virus seems to be close to contained or measures have been made to reduce its destructiveness. My best wishes to all those in other countries! Here’s hoping ☀️ sunlight kills the 🦠 virus! 🌞

Kessa told me to try and look 👀 like a supermodel? Yeah fat chance! 

Wanna see more supermodel pics? To read on please click link below.

87. I'M GONNA BE UP WITH THE GALACTIC CUTIES (ALIENS) RATHER THAN THE AFTERLIFE WHEN I DIE!

This morning after breakfast i went back to bed & bedroom door was wide open so the sun was coming straight into my room & on my bed. I feel asleep again with no fears. I seen a baby UFO ready for me to get to know & become friends with so i'd be ready to start exploring the universe to have fun fun fun & get ready to help the energy that is the universe & runs this joint (Earth) & all the others (Please click here to find out why the energy is so important and about God?)

This planet (Earth) will never have UFO's because a asteroid hit ours & killed all the dinosaurs so there is no dinosaurs to mutate & fly around the universe for us. (Please click here to learn about the mutation process that might be install for us).

Artist impression of a baby UFO in the making on another planet. 
(Please click here to find out more info regarding Galactic cuties or what most call aliens and UFO's)

If the afterlife is gonna disappear from existence? What help do they have? Please read on by clicking the link below.

86. IS THE AFTERLIFE DOOMED TO BECOME ROBOT CITY?

Karl Josef Silberbaur (Please click here for more information about him) has gone to far with his nastiest behaviour & hypnotic suggestions (Please click here for more information) in the afterlife. Again this weekend games being played on my head (Please click here for more information) which i have no ability to remove. He gets into their heads & controls their thinking & manipulates them to do whatever he wants & when he wants it. Souls cannot stand hearing him winge & have a temper tantrum so they just do whatever he wants no matter what damage it does to myself, the afterlife & themselves as well. 

Cute Robot unlike Afterlife Robots

I have tried to explain to Karl how boring it would be if everyone in the afterlife was controlled by him & his hypnotics (Please click here for more information). Basically he would know what they were gonna say & what they were gonna do all the time since he was controlling them & there would never be any surprises or excitement wondering what a person might say or do. This does not worry Karl as he would be happy forcing everyone to kiss his ass all day long & do everything he wishes. 

They are so busy trying to make me look like the nasty one even though i have white light around me  (Please click here for more information) . Everyone it seems obeys Karl & makes him look like an Angel rather than the cold blooded evil pedifil, rapist, murderer & sadistic bastard that he truely is. He hates my guts because i was once Aaron Rothschild (Please click here for more information) & thinks i am the most useless thing in existence because i was Jewish. He dreams of ripping his penis up my ass & making me bleed to death on his cock so he can feel that he made me useful (Please click here for more information).

What will be next for the afterlife? 

How bad does it get?

Please read on by clicking the link below.

85. SICKO'S THAT DO EXIST IN THE AFTERLIFE! DO THEY NEED TO BE AWARDED ASSHOLE MERIT BADGES?

C'mon get happy? A bit hard with these following assholes in my head?

Joanna Davis and Robert Davies.
They effectively started the holocaust on their quest to gain the Rothschilds money. (Please click here for more information). Both these characters should be in the cages death placed them in but they keep fooling good souls & getting out? WTF? Their lives i'm sure where definitely no scene from "Bold and Beautiful" or "Young & the Restless" or Days of Our Lives" which Joanna thought might teach her how to be real! If a TV series was to be made, maybe we could ask her to answer the question: Is it money or sex (Love?) that makes the world spin around? 

With all that daytime television watching she did after stealing Jenny Rothschilds identity & bank account you would think somehow she could be respectful. Not possible. So stupid & more frustrating that taking a bog that bursts a vein in your forehead she's a sicko!

Robert bless his heart although his morals & ethics are different to say the least due to his upbringing does his best to try & do the right thing which sadly he tries hard but has difficulty comprehending. We won't go into his behaviors during life & whilst at Auschwitz as none would believe what he used to get up to. It does explain his difficulty.


Karl, & Schwep (Joanna & Roberts sons)
Karl is worlds the biggest asshole to begin with & still is (Please click here to see more). Karl is a cold blooded pedifile. A pure sicko's that loves nothing more than ripping the ass of a newborn to make them bleed to death to make them useful?Schwep (who is in the photo standing in front of the dead bodies whom is proud of this photo because he was given the task of lifting and placing dead bodies, usually by himself, into the back of a truck. Photo is deceiving as it doesnt show he worked hard in what would call a sick way unlike Karl who got to enjoy raping, killing & gassing pour souls & laughing & having what he called fun as he felt he was playing the role of God. Joanna Davies (as above) both their mum usually insists Schwep spread Karl's ass cheeks & lick his dirty hole rather than putting Karl in his place like he needs to be done & like a big brother would normally do in the real world that most people unlike their family lived in. 

More about troubled souls? Please read on by clicking the link below. 

84. FOR BEST ADVICE LISTEN TO THIS SONG PLEASE?

For Free Legal Advice please click here to go to Jock Hudson (Alan Dowsett) Law Advice Public Relations Page!

Thank you to Raffie1003 at Youtube for posting this: 

Sunday evening after screaming the whole neighbourhood down to somehow get my life back and NASTY voices that lie, do things without my permission, wont fix the mess they leave me in and are greedy and selfish wont stop what they been doing!

I knew when i went downstairs and sat on the sofa with my mum and dad beside me urging me to watch the TV to distract me from the evil im hearing in my head that when i started falling asleep and could not even eat my dinner i probably would not wake up. when i did, my pants were full of fecal matter so knew i had turned up in afterlife again (20th time)

Do i know why they are doing this to me? Please read on by clicking the link below.

83. PSYCHIC ABILITIES EXIST UP UNTIL THE AGE OF FOUR?

Up until the age of 4 years old every person can see everything! 

Kids up until the age of 4 years old see everything including dead people, ghost's (those souls that are in the living dead). They see ora's of all colours, hear souls from the afterlife & so forth. They have full psychic abilities but what happens is that as you grow older & say "What was that" when you see something that most humans cannot see, generally your mum, dad says "There is nothing there" & then you join what most see in reality & loose all psychic abilities, including vision & hearing.

The problem is that in my first life, (0.BC-4.A.D) i died aged 3 years & two & a half months old & in my second life as Aaron Rothschild (1940-1944/5) i died aged 3 years & 5 months old (Please click here for more information) & only this life have i lived longer which meant in all those lives i had full psychic ability. I could see & hear everything.

In Buddhism (Please click here for more information) I am in the realm of being known as a voice hearer.

A problem is the living dead! (Please click here for more information) If a child does not say who is that when they see a person & hopefully their parents say “Sorry there is no person there!” & then they loose that ability as described above, it becomes a problem. Yes the “SixthSense” movie is REAL! 

Dreams are left for some people as the only way of communication. I was always told if i had a dream, especially if it was more than once, to remember it, or try to remember it, & i have, & that is why i know everything in this blog is real. It does not break any unspoken rules for love ones to speak to one & other whilst you are asleep, only schizophrenia breaks all those unspoken laws.

Thanks to Plummet for posting this song at Youtube.com. Please click here to subscribe to Plummet - Topic: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCAjLFZkaGwcS3-qdziebZPw

82. HIV - DIDNT EARTH ALREADY HAVE WHAT WE NEEDED?

HIV was a result of chimps carrying the Simian Immunodeficiency Virus (SIV) a virus, that had no negative effect on the monkeys (Chimps), closely related to HIV that were being hunted & eaten. Bad move. Where do you think HIV came from if not from the monkeys (Chimps). Even all the years chimps were hunted & used as test guinea pigs by NASA (For more of what NASA is doing wrong please click here) & every other nasty company wanting something related to humans to test things on.

Remember the theory seen in following photo? Did we not originate from monkeys (Chimps) which is were HIV originated? Coincidence or deliberate statement by God (Please click here for more information).

Was its Earth's way of teaching us a lesson? 

We were provided with everything on earth to exist & exist well but now we must rely on man made products to survive? 

(Remember even moldy oranges 🍊 or bread creates penicillin which cores a hell of a lot of things including Syphilis. PLUS even now they have discovered that venom from a Funnel Web Spider is better than a Defibrillator for re-starting hearts used in correlation with Antivenom (Again made from Rabbits which was already provided for us).

  

Basically if your gonna create man made products rather than go with what Earth & God gave you which should have been enough to sustain, heal & live extremely well then you can have this virus for doing what you did to monkeys to deal with. Now you will need to create man made products to survive this challenge & virus that i have given you. 

Thank you to all those that had HIV & died as a result as their immune systems crashing due then having AIDS. Only thanks to them we have modern man made medicines that enable people with HIV to have more T cells than the average person & if on these medications are more negative too with a NEGATIVE VIRAL LOAD (also known as "Undetectable") which means no transfer of HIV to other persons. Even pregnant ladies that are HIV POSITIVE but with a negative viral load (thanks to these medications) can give birth & their babies will be born HIV NEGATIVE! Yes they would be born NEGATIVE free from HIV. 

Do women need to be more careful than men? Why?

Wanna know the best advice for women? Please read on by clicking the link below. 

81. STILL BIG PROBLEMS! KARL PLUS A FAMOUS K.C CREATED COVID?

On the 12th of March 2020, around 3:30am Karl Josef Silberbaur (Please click here for more information) jumped the queue & passed on.

He should have been brought back as a micro-organism - please refer to Universityism for more information by clicking here but instead he stole someone else’s rebirth & position. To do so he effectively killed a Russian lady whilst she was trying to give birth to him. Karl had heard she was from Vladimir Putan's palace & Karl of course wanted to be born In Vladimir Putan’s Palace. (Click here for more information on Vladimir Puton) Karl figured he could then take his wealth & position! 

Also which is funny but stupid, so he wouldn’t have root nerve/teeth problems or testicular pain like he dished out, (Karl had caused me such root nerve pain that i needed root canal therapy & a crown plus i cannot explain the massive amounts & numerous times i have felt testicular pain) he was therefore born without the ability to grow teeth & had no nuts. His own fault & doing because he altered his own overlay as he jumped queue to be born to the Russian Lady! Each time he slept, although he had now passed on, he caused havoc in the afterlife! Demanding I be killed coz I knew he’d be born & without any balls! Not my problem! Once a fuckwit always a fuckwit??? Plus he wanted to stay connected to me so he would never have to go to the gym in his life but instead benefit from my work outs. I would work out & destroy the muscle to rebuild the muscle which is how you make your muscles bigger however in this case my muscles would not get any larger instead Karl's body would improve.

BUT LAST NIGHT SOMEHOW HE RETURNED, THE RUSSIAN BABY DIED, & NOW CAUSING THE 717 LADIES HE RAPED AND KILLED (Please click here for more information) WHILST HE WAS AT AUSCHWITZ TO START DOING EVERYTHING HE WANTS YET AGAIN! BUT THEN SADLY THEY NEVER STOPPED. THE WHOLE TIME HE HAD PASSED ON TO THE RUSSIAN LADY HIS VICTIMS KEPT TAKING TURNS AT DOING WHAT EVER HE WANTED OR DEMANDED! HOW DO I GET A BREAK & MY LIFE RETURNED NOW??? NASTY HYPNOTICS WITH NUMBERS ATTACHED TO MAKE THEM VIRTUALLY IMPOSSIBLE TO REMOVE.

(22/03/2020 I managed to hypnotically place a smelly, almost dirty, fart 💨 on all those with bad Ora’s so they will improve their Ora's back to when they have white light around them (Please click here for more information) coz otherwise they stink! LOL. But it’s true!)

Was the Corona Virus caused by a soul (K.C) that the universe/God/White light/Number 7 placed/reincarnated as a micro-organism? 

Another as nasty as Karl that was initially placed in a cage in the afterlife to face his victims? Maybe with the initials K.C? People assumed he was in a cage because he had committed suicide! Sorry it does not work that way! 

K.C was placed as a microorganism & everyone kept checking to see if it was him or not, hence COVID!!! 

PLUS wanna know how M.C cunted herself supremely?

Please read on by clicking the link below.

80. HELPING ENGADINE COMMUNITY SERVICES!

Photo taken before my Case-Manager pointed out
something i somehow missed noticing???
Please click on pic to enlarge for better viewing.
(Please click here fore more information)

For the next few months working as a volunteer to assist Engadine Community Services with the already great work they do. As part of completing my Diploma in Community Services Certificate work placement.

Mostly i will be helping to promote the kids Toy 🧸 Library 📚 with some window art 🖼 and to hope gain some corporate sponsorship to further their company inter-socio responsibility! 

www.ECS.org.au 

The Toy Library is definitely worth checking out if you have kids especially toddlers needing toys for learning difficulties. Also good for bigger kids that like riding bikes & trikes & there is even a Barbie Camper Van for Barbie which is the most popular rental from the Toy Library.

Toys normally too expensive for the wider community are all available at the Toy Library. Sadly Engadine Community Services is now closed due to the Corona Virus (COVID19).

79. WHAT ON EARTH IS GOING ON TODAY?

Not sure why? Or not sure what is going on?

Interesting night to say the least. Found this one (Hedge-Hog pictured) this morning waiting for me downstairs. My dad bought me another plushie after a rough week to cheer me up & make me happy again. It wanted to run under the bed right after i introduced it around to all my other friends in the room? Is that because i see a big ducks backside in that photo on the right? LOL.

To see more about my friends please go to Instagram-alandowsett.jockhudson or please click here https://instagram.com/alandowsett.jockhudson/

78. DIEING TO SEE ANOTHER DAY!

A rough weekend, my dad bought me a new little friend today, a Little Monster, Furious? or Ferocious? Guard dog! LOL. 

He also reminded me to tell souls if i do leave before my time i have no fear!

Saturday night before bed, severe pain in chest between pecs again, when i woke up I was in a mess (fecal matter), I guess the Angels in my head whom already know how to retain oxygen in my body, regulate my heart and keep me alive while my soul rests were in full force yet again. (Please click here to see how many times now). Also after dentist appointment needing 3 Teeth needing roots done, on Amoxicillin to assist damage (Please see Blog Number  77) Yeah Karl Josef Silberbauer (Please click here for more information) went all the way with his game of "Search & Destroy" (Please click here for more information).

Ready to Karate Chop You! 

As the song posted below "Yet Another Day" Armin Van Buuren featuring Ray Wilson sings:

I don't like this place at all?

(afterlife? Earth?)

Makes me wonder what I am here for? 

(to save souls in the afterlife? even though it's souls in the afterlife that took everything away from me which means they could be left with nothing up there?) 

Someone take this pain away? Dying to see another day?
And i don't want to be your friend?, or pretend i can fit into?
(I need to kill myself in my head? or in real life? To get away from them?)

I'm incensed, i am blown away, dying to see another day?

(Somehow i need death to see another day?)

How long did it take for me to stop thinking like this? Please read on by clicking the link below

77. IF PROBLEMS ARISE JUST PICTURE YOURSELF IN WHITE LIGHT! PICTURE THE REST IN PURPLE!

I have been told when the voices get me down to picture myself & those around me in white light because only good souls will have white light around them. The afterlife would not exist & cannot exist if souls in the afterlife do not have white light around them. There is no reason for not having white light around yourself unless you are doing the wrong thing or farting around incorrectly with hypnotics (Please click here for more information).

Then picture everything else picture in purple spinning which means good souls have to figure out why those souls without white light around them are purple & what their problem is. 

I have always had white light around me as long as i can remember except on one occasion which lasted less than 12 seconds when Jenny Rothschild said OMG his Ora changed & as she was in a panic the white light around me returned. I must admit on that occasion i did think i had gone a bit far in trying to achieve what i wanted to achieve & I think with Hypnotics (Please click here for more information). But i do ask what good has it done me? The only other time i have not had white light around me is when i self destructed & placed a hypnotic (Please click here for more information) saying "Alan Dowsett is a Cunt' on God/Present (Please click here for more information) on the other side of the pearly gates & it sent the entire afterlife upside down & wrong but luckily some lovely lady fixed it & removed the hypnotic. 

Yes i have been told not to play games with the voices. But bloody hell they annoy and bore me shitless. 

I admit I may have made them spin so fast in purple they puked, But I even got inventive & created the "Zipper" ride so it would do more bad nasty souls real fast plus I reckon i made it real fun for them! Yeeeeeah? But they still complain! 

Wanna know what happen with all of them the other day? Please read on by clicking the link below.

76. LANGUAGE USED IN THIS BLOG! NO NEED TO BE OFFENDED!

To enlarge please click pic: Worth reading & what the Judge says

Yes some language in this blog could be considered offensive but not in the law courts of Australia. Thanks to

Police V Butler - [2003] NSWLC 2 at [1]-[37]

Every derivative of the F word is considered common language thanks to a brilliantly spoken Aboriginal girl. (For more info on Indigenous Australians Please click here) or check out the text in the photograph (Right) of the textbook.

What is funny is sometimes when i am in complete shock i have the tendency to repeat the work "Oh Fuck Me".. "Oh Fuck Me" and I will keep repeating "Oh Fuck Me" until i have comprehended the disaster or shocking thing i have learnt.

In the afterlife a sweet lady was repeating politely & nicely spoken, unlike myself, what i said (Oh Fuck Me, Oh Fuck Me) & then funny enough wondered why a group of hot fellas had surrounded & given her their full attention. Only for the men to be disappointed realizing she was just working out why i said & were saying those words! LOL. 

My advice is that if she intends getting cock the easy way like that again she might want to add the word "Please"? 

"Oh please fuck me" then who would refuse a hot lady like her but i thank her for observing me & understanding what it is like having voices in my head & my abilities to cope with comprehension.

(To find out why Jock Hudson/Alan Dowsett is so knowledgeable about law please click here).

How do I feel about the c (cunt) word? Please read on by clicking the link below.

75. CLARIFICATION OF KARL JOSEF SILBERBAUR & ALAN DOWSETT (JOCK HUDSON)!

Sorry i have to write this but i am sooooooooooo sick & tired of Karl Josef Silberbauer, who is a voice that i hear in my head, pretending to be me & fooling people like there is no tomorrow & souls getting confused as to who I am & who he was! He does not have voices in his head like i do, so has clear thinking & spends his time pretending he is me & hoping that people will think that i am him (Please click here for more information). I am even more sick & tired of Karl getting the credit & a thank you for everything i do. Karl had managed to make five copies of what i have in my head which he placed on top of his head & promised he would be able to unlock all the good memories which i am the only one able to do that since i do not have a copy of all the partying i did instead i have the real deal!

In every life Karl has ever had has lead, he has never reached "Optimal" & has ended up in a cage in the afterlife after ever life he has lead because he has been responsible for multiple deaths. Unlike me, Karl does not have voices in his head to interrupt him & his thinking & is a spoilt brat to put it politely.

Karl does not care about anybody but himself, & if you think otherwise you are kidding yourself! Just think about how everyone he demanded to do what he wanted & met would loose the “White Light” (Please click here for more information) around themselves which means their destiny, fate, & karma would be effected negatively which Karl never cared about at all. 

His most recent life (1911 - 1972) as an SS officer that ran riot & played god at both Chelmno & Auschwitz. In the afterlife he pretends he is me, he also claims that playing god at Chelmno & Auschwitz is the reason the rest of his life was so unpleasant! He thinks with Hypnotics he is god & he discovered I was Aaron Rothschild (Please click here for more information) repeatedly tricks souls into behaviour nasty towards me & makes them eat his shit! (Please click here for more information). He died age 61 with no reason for death. i think because he was such a violent man & abused his wife plus children in his neighborhood were scared to go outside. Perhaps hospital staff did the world a favor & decided to take him out of action. Job well done!

Karl thinks I am the most useless thing in existence! Destroying me & my life is doing me a favour? He still thinks like in the day of Hitler (Please click here for more information) i am the most useless because in a past life i was Aaron Rothschild a 3.5 almost 4 year old Jewish person. Such bad & way off thinking it is ridiculous! 

He also raped & left for dead at least 717 women (Please click here for more information) whilst at Chelmno & Auschwitz.

How did this start? How different am I to Karl? Please read on by clicking the link below 

74. THE STORY SO FAR (THIS BLOG)

If you have read my blog from 0-73 including the legal notice what have you discovered and learnt? Maybe what I went through growing up (Please click here for more information) & (Please click here for even more information) & working in the world's oldest profession, "Pretty Woman" would know, was to prepare me for having voices for more than 11 YEARS now in my head.

Safety Goggles Required

Hopefully without sounding arrogant I have been lucky enough to have travelled to Hong-Kong, New Zealand, South America (Columbia - Bogata/Bucaramanga), South Africa (Cape Town), London, Scotland, Canada & parts of Europe (Italy, Greece, Spain) & a lot of the USA in sometimes 5 star accomodations, even stayed on the estates of Skibo Castle (Inverness Scotland which is not a castle it's more like a palace or hotel so I never needed to look inside the place) & on the estates of Castle Howard (North Yorkshire which inside confused me with every room being connected). I wouldn't mind seeing some of Asia, & my mum went to China and loved the trip. Also now I have a BA from London Metropolitan University & a Juris Doctor (Law Masters equivalents) from UNSW (Please click here for more information) so I am definitely not stupid & i have been blessed to meet people of all walks of life! 

How far would you go to obtain money? 

Is the world coming to an end (3rd World/Planet Warning)?

If the end of the World occurs, what then? 

What are the warning signs? Please read on by clicking the link below. 

73. HOSPITALISATION AGAIN BUT BLUE SKY'S NOW INSIGHT!

Sadly Jock Hudson in the care of Sutherland Hospital Thursday 23th January and Discharged Sunday 26th January after my Case Manager seen me and all i could do was cry in her presence decided it was best for me to be in hospital care again so i had to voluntarily admit myself.

Blue Skys are now on the rise thanks to visiting Beverley Bultitude, Sutherland Shire Hypnotherapist and Reiki Master whom i was lucky enough to visit today. For more information please click here. 
Definitely well recommended by myself. ✩✩✩✩✩

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Sadly looking at the weather forecast i am against all odds with this many lost souls in my head that i cannot seem to escape?


Back from Outta Space? (Please click here to see Blog 64 space encounter) 

But will I survive??? If you know the words missing from this song then you will know the answer!!! 

If AFTER LISTENING TO SONG FIRST POSTED BELOW FROM YOUTUBE.COM, you are having troubles finding the answer to "will I survive or not?" then please check out the hint below or message me. GRIN :) 

Thanks to Son of 8 - Topic (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCorgwB1LJxwYgaSmZBIzFqA)

What are the warning signs that i might need to be hospitalized? Please read on.