107. GAMES BEING PLACED ON HUMAN HEADS LIKE MINE. I AM NO MONKEY!

Tonight the afterlife removed the games placed on my head plus 609 voices & hopefully removed for good. Why? Because when i go to sleep at night i do not care if i do not wake up since yet another game will be placed on my head. (Please click here for more information). They forget that no game & no hypnotic can make you feel as good as when you glow or tingle which can be achieved by simply doing the right thing & talking to one another.

When games are placed on my head they usually place one million & one games, plus a hidden game underneath plus probably another game that supposedly cannot be removed to ensure they have unlimited games on my head which is all done without my permission & with no way for me to remove. 

The main object of any game (Mostly search & destroy) placed is to kill any dream i might have (Please click here for more information), any happiness i might have (Please click here for more information), and kill the life i have within me after spending 10 years learning to love life (Please click here for more information). Game players get extra points if they make me self harm (Please click here for more information). Game Players have no-one to watch over & do it for fun & place games on my head because I cannot remove them, & I cannot remove the hypnotics (Please click here for more information) I have no escape & I cannot get away from them. Also because my soul is only 3 1/2 years old in this life as Alan Dowsett/Jock Hudson because my soul is so young after almost turning 4 years old in my first life (Please click here for more information) and almost turning 4 years old in my second life (Please click here for more information) means my soul is fun to destroy & bounces back pretty quick no matter how much harm they cause me.

Today yet another game was placed on my head & not a monkey's head lasted more than 24 hours. I have heard that over the past thirteen years that i have been hearing the afterlife in my head, 87% of the last thirteen years have been consumed not by me enjoying life & having fun but by the afterlife with their agendas. 59% of the last thirteen years i have had one or more & uncountable numbers of games (Please click here for more information) on my head which i have no ability to remove or do anything about. "Karl Josef Siberbauer" (Please click here for more information) invented most of the games which are nothing but mere torture to me. Since he is not around it is the "Nasty Whores" (Please click here for more information) that he taught that love playing them.

The main reason the afterlife plays games on my head is boredom because they have stopped watching over loved ones & have nothing better to do! They have unlimited time!

What you need to know if playing a game? Please read on.

106. VOICES IN MY HEAD, OMG SERIOUSLY I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!

OMG... the nastiest voice that i hear in my head (Karl Josef Silberbauer - Please click here for more info) has now gone, he got sent back & burnt at the core over a year ago but i am still bloody dealing with the women he used to get to be nasty to me, 509 of them. (Please click here for more info). These ladies all lived privileged lives & are only in the after life because when they died they were told they would be drawn to Karl who would be in a cage & they would get answers to what he did to them in their past lives & why they had problems in their life & why they did not reach optimal, otherwise they would not be permitted to be in the afterlife. OMG i cannot tell you how sick & tired of dealing with them i am. Thought it was finally over & now some asshole that loved Karl & like him thinks i am the most useless thing (Please click here for more info) because i was Jewish Aaron Rothschild (Please click here for more info) in a past life. These souls that bother me do not even have white light around them (Please click here for more info). It means i cannot do things that i want to do (Please click here for more info). Sadly i do not think i will ever understand what has gone on relentlessly and continues in my head. 

Seriously the afterlife in my head is meant to be filled with angels not assholes & fuckwitz (Please click here for more information). 

What rock did they crawl out from under! 

Last weekend i had 534 voices in my head all at once & seriously the good souls that try to help me were outnumbered & i suffered greatly!

How nasty can they be? Please read on.

105. IS IT TRUE THAT ALL THE STARS IN THE SKY ARE INLINE?

I have been told tonight that all the stars in the sky are inline again? The last time this occurred believe it or not was when it was my birthday when i turned 44 years old. (Please click  here for more information). So what does this mean? I was hoping a celebration that i get gifted my life back and everyone lives happily? Both down here on Earth or up there in the Afterlife? 

But something tells me tonight maybe the mark of the date of the beginning of the end? I hope not!

So sad when the answers to avoid world warning number three which maybe the last & final warning given were easy to follow? (For the warning signs - Please click here for more information). The biggest problem (Hypnotics) - (Please click here for more information) have been increased instead of removed? Anything worthwhile does not need a Hypnotic! (Please click here for more information). What about the feeling you get from someone being interested in you, the feeling of tingles when you glow, the sensation of an orgasm & old fashioned fun... But then all this has been taken away from me & no-one seems to rediscover how good it all can feel? What about souls having the white light around them (Please click here for more information) which i have somehow still have around me. Seems the afterlife is still more concerned with protecting those without white light & those that "harness". Harnessing is basically leeching anything good out of a soul & not letting the soul that you are getting the feel good effect from feel anything. You can even harness a person's orgasm so that you feel it & the person does not feel the slightest tingle down their spine. (For more information pleases click here). They would feel nothing! As of 01//11/2022 I have now missed out on feeling a total of 99 orgasms. No goosebump down my spine as should be felt when having an orgasm! 

Who cares anyway? Was the afterlife warned? Please read on.

104. QUIT SMOKING - PLEASE I URGE YOU TO QUIT IF YOU ALREADY HAVE NOT DONE SO.

On this day back in 2017 i finally quit buying cigarettes. I was almost a pack a day - Seriously unhealthy & it needed to stop.

How to quit smoking? My Advice. 

Set yourself a date, for example in 3-4 weeks time i will quit smoking & get used to the idea as the 3-4 weeks runs out & learn that you will no longer be smoking ever again or as i prefer to say you will NEVER buy a packet of cigarettes again. I posted this pic of me smoking on Facebook since i never looked good smoking to help myself with the date i stopped.

Please note: From time to time in the future you will have the urge to smoke especially if someone you know still smokes. Having a cigarette from time to time or once in a blue moon is ok, if you find a friend willing to give you one, as long as you DO NOT buy a pack. I admit since i quit buying cigarettes i have had one or two here and there, which luckily will not kill you, however i have STUCK to my commitment of NEVER buying a packet again which means, NEVER buying a pack, you have NOT taken up the habit again. Smoking will kill you so you need to quit.

The hardest thing about giving up smoking is missing the ritual that goes with it. i used always find if i was having a bad day i could always think it was because i had not had a cigarette & then once i had a cigarette then bad day over, plus inhaling & watching exhaled smoke was enough to make any bad day enjoyable.

Nicorette Quickmist Spray administers one ml of Nicotine giving a rush enough to remove cravings. I found gum & locensgers & enhalaurs did not administer enough rush to reduce a cigarette fix. Too many squirts of the Nicorette Quickmist Spray gives severe rush & you could vomit or feel nauseous so it works i assure you.  

103. SEND THEM THROUGH TO SCHOOL OF UNIVERSITYISM!

Photo from 2006

If you have been reading my blog then you would already know what Universitysm is. If not please click here to find out what Universityism is. When you die if you have something left to prove or sort out then you will stay as a ghost in the "Living Dead" otherwise when you die you see a bright white light. If you have reached "Optimal" in your life then before going into the light you will be allowed to enter the "Afterlife" which is amazing and allows you to watch over the loved ones that you have left behind. Or in the 509 women's case (Please click here for more information) they were told that someone would be in a cage for them to meet, Karl Josef silberbauer (please click here for more information) because of what he did to them at Chelmno & Auschwitz is why you have had problems or unhappy lives in the life you just lead.

Anyways in the afterlife when you decide to pass on to the next life, doors will appear and "Equilibrium" will occur and you will pass on. Hopefully you pass on as a human (the ideal thing to pass on as) or if you have done seriously the wrong thing a microorganism (Not so ideal). When people passed on you would see a green image as to what they were placed as from animals & spiders (fully grown as i suppose your life is mapped out for you) to a lady holding a baby which means they made it as human (because destiny & fate set by what you did in life & afterlife however you have the ability to change it throughout life by going with the good voice). 

Best when thinking of "God" to think of him/her as being a energy or the universe rather than a person to best get your head around how powerful he/she is. Why? Because if you combined every soul on earth, babies and old people, every race and religion, plus all the souls in the afterlife and combine them all together then you will come close to understanding who god is. (Please click here for more information). He/she is more than all those souls combined and knows all about all those souls combined meaning he/she is more than he/she, he/she is both he & She so is a third type at least and knows everything... more amazing than you could ever imagine. When people have passed on, souls in the afterlife have been bringing souls back that did not make it as human & going against the wishes of god & that is why now in the afterlife you no longer get to see the image of what a person has been placed as in their new life. Silly mistake especially if you really knew who you were dealing with. 

How many souls want to mess with the "Universe" or "God" (Please click here for more information) & what it wants? If God reincarnates someone why would the afterlife argue & bring them back?

Who is, or what is God? Please read on.

102•5. JEFFREY SANKER PASSED AWAY.

Sad to hear that Jeffrey Sanker, the White Party in Palm Springs (Please click here for more information) producer died age 65 years old from Liver Cancer  May 28th 2021. I have forgotten how many White Party's i attended in my life but they were a great load of fun to be had. Even when i lived in London i would fly over to Los Angeles & head down to Palm Springs for White Party with Cameron & Kieren. The only problem with White Party was when buying drink tickets for drinks at one venue we then found out they were not valid at the next venue. But other than that was amazing party.

RIP Jeffrey Sanker. (Amazing White Party In Palm Springs Producer).

102. VOLUNTEER AT LEGAL CENTRE NOT A SPACE CADET AT NASA

Jock Hudson (Alan Dowsett) since completing postgraduate certification as Juris Doctor UNSW (Law Masters equivalent) - Please click here for more information - (BA  Marketing London Metropolitan University) is now working as a Volunteer Solicitor at HALC 

(HIV/AIDS) Legal Centre - Please click here for more 

information)- also known as the Surry Hills Legal Centre 3 days a week. 

"I am no rocket scientist at NASA (Please click here for more info on NASA) but hopefully i have enough brains to be of great assistance to the Legal Centre as a solicitor" says Jock Hudson after his first week in the office. 

Plus the legal Centre is located in the same Building as ACON (AIDS Council of NSW) & Positive Living Org and SWOP (Sex Workers Outreach Program) and a whole heap of other amazing not-for-profit organisations so a good working environment. 

101. THE AFTERLIFE IS TOTAL FUCKWITZ CITY!

When ever i am feeling unnecessary pain or it is being caused & inflicted by someone in the afterlife (the voices that I hear in my head - Please click here for more information) with the use of hypnotics & done without a proper reason it is sometimes worth trying to make the person that is dishing out the pain feel what i feel so hopefully they will stop or at least have some kind of remorse. But what happens is that soul puts on it reverse or opposite so that they feel good & fantastic instead of pain & harm or they scream so loud someone comes to their aid whilst i am still left in pain trying not to cry my eyes out. Because i am human when i am in pain caused by the souls in the afterlife i cannot scream in my head as it was not designed to do that & if i scream out loud I will end up hospitalized. How can they let souls get away with this without consequences? The afterlife has some good souls but mostly is total fuckwitz city! Total fuckwitz are easy to spot because they do not have white light around them! (for more information regarding white light please click here).

The pain can be anything from testicular & groin pain, throat, teeth, & back pain through to severe head & eye pains!

What do Total Fuckwitz do? Please read on.

100. I'LL BE WITH GALACTIC CUTIES (ALIENS) WHEN I DIE!

Well tonight the universe (god which is best considered as an energy that is made up of all the people on earth and all souls in the afterlife - Please click here for more information) felt the pain & agony that i have been through from hearing voices in the afterlife & dealing with nasty hypnotics (Please click here for more information) meant by destiny has been approved. I got a sense that is, it felt what I am going through so now it is set that when I die I will not go into the light or through to the afterlife like everyone else but instead will go higher than the highest level in the afterlife & directly through to the Galactic Cuties (Aliens) who are all about fun & will look after me. Tonight after a rough night I felt the sense that I was being judged but I made it through the judgement. The Galactic Cuties recently placed me on the largest UFO (Please click here for more information) to train.(Why The world does not have UFO's please click here). 

When the time comes I'm going with Galactic Cuties (Aliens)! (Please click here for more information).

Thanks to Olivia Newtown John for singing Xanadu Featuring in Bob the Galactic Cuties Dance.

99. THINKING POSITIVELY! ANY ADVICE WOULD HELP PLEASE?

If I were a Smurf I’d be all about Papa Smurf, as I love facial hair, 

it is my biggest turn on! 

I'd be happy with either a monogamous or an open relationship with Papa Smurf but I’d be one proud bitch no matter how many there are of those other smurfs. Even though all those other smurfs could bend over & Papa Smurf could hopefully rock their world if he wanted & rock their world he better do so they would understand how proud i'd be & they would come back begging for more, its me Papa Smurf comes home to & me he cuddles or at night & puts arm around me so i sleep better, so i could not be happier! Although if i was a smurf i would wear yellow so i'm not dressed all in white same as them since they all cannot even dress differently to each other. LOL

Whats the biggest problem with voices in my head? Please read on. 

98. NEW BUDGY SMUGGLERS FOR SUMMER!

Decided to buy new swimwear for summer. 

From CA-RIO-CA (Please click the following link for more information) which i am absolutely loving. I love their classic cut Sungas but they come in Bikini cut, Brief Cut, Low rise cut and Traditional cuts too! Definitely worth checking out. I bought four pairs that included the ones seen in below photos plus a navy blue pair too. SMILE :) 

Feeling a bit out of shape at the moment even though i will admit my abs look good but i'll be honest and admit that is thanks to a Doctor working for Dr. Lanzer (Please click here for more information) after i decided i needed to do something to remove the excess weight i had gained from all the anti-psychotic drugs (Please click here to see a list of drugs used to attempt to remove hearing voices from my head). sadly some of the anti-psychotic drugs that i have been forced to take cause excess weight gain. My case manger told me that one of her clients had gained 60kg from one of those drugs (Seroquel (Quetiapine) but luckily it had no good effect for me when i took it so luckily i was only on that drug for less than one month. As they say "My body is my temple" and i needed to loose weight gained from Zyprexa (Olanzopine) (Please click here for more information) and people will say Liposuction is cheating but if you knew the pain i went through during the process and for the length of time the pain of just trying to sit upright if laying in bed after having liposuction then maybe you release its a harsh way to cheat and then maybe the good old fashion way of loosing weight may have been a better option. GRIN. LOL. I only had my stomach & flanks liposuction-ed so i am not sure how women that have stomach, flanks, thighs, butt and back all done at once after the pain i felt & went through, manage to survive or deal with the recovery process.

Would I do it again? Please read on.

97. ITS MY BIRTHDAY AND I'LL CRY IF I WANT TO!

Hearing so many souls in my head takes away the fun in life that I should be having. Last week on my birthday, apparently the stars were inline & my family tried to make it great but because of hearing voices i had one of the worst days of my life. The voices discover the pain & agony that they cause me & feel sick, i hear them, but then they give themselves memory loss to stop feeling sick. Memory loss means they forget the pain & agony that they caused me & do the same thing to me again & again. Eventually their use of memory loss will catch up with them. If you feel sick & have memory loss then the next time you feel sick you will be twice as sick. The second time you feel sick, again if you have memory loss to stop feeling sick means the next time you feel sick you will be three times as sick... until you just self destruct you feel so bad & memory loss will not help you then... should have dealt with the sickness the first time & learnt something from it?

Whenever i feel good or off my face souls "harness" my effect which means I miss out. They should "lay dormant" which means they will feel good plus they will not be in my business & I will not miss out. 

My problem is that last year on my birthday i said if things have not changed i would take myself out of the equation once & for all, but that means i lose everything & everything i love in life. I do not want to have to do that & i should not have to do that. It would mean no more birthday drinks & cuddles with ALF, Gordon Shumway (Pictured on the bed) LOL. 

I wish souls to not "harness" as they are "Harnessing" my dopamine increases, my endorphins, my Valium consumption, my Melatonin consumption, even my Viagra consumption. You can even harness an orgasm! Why? Because when they "harness" anything it means i completely miss out & feel absolutely NOTHING. i have stopped taking the Melatonin tablets (10mg) because i was taking some days 4 tablets & not feeling slightly sleepy whilst the afterlife souls "harnessing" said they felt amazing & like they were stoned or been smoking marijuana although 2 tablets was good & that i was a asshole because 4 tablets was too much for them even although i did not feel a bloody thing. Not even slightly sleepy!. How am I meant to get to sleep?

Luckily i do hear good good good souls & they are trying to help the best that they can & correct the bad behavior of those selfish souls with problems they expect me to solve. Hopefully the fun in life i am missing will return. It cannot return soon enough.

96. WHO NEEDS A GOOD WANK/JO SESSION? I DO PLEASE! GRIN :)

Men would agree that there is nothing better than putting on porn & having a good old wank or a jerk off session. I'll be honest, i love stroking off BUT sadly where my problems begin.

It seems lately whenever i am doing ordinary stuff the voices i hear in my head, due to having schizophrenia, are usually tolerable. However heaven forbid if i wanted to do something fun & that is sexual. I would love to be able to sit back & enjoy stroking one out but it seems the voices refuse to allow me to do just that. When i attempt to masturbate or have sex with others the voices absolutely annoy the shit out of me, what i hear from them is insulting to the intelligence, & beyond frustrating! They like to steal my erection, make my cock release cum when i am not hard & it becomes hard to orgasm, make my cock overly sensitive or under/less sensitive to what it should be which makes you stop stroking your cock to not cause damage, or make my groin hurt or give me testicular pain. For more information on nasty cock things please click here. I am over these voices in my head. PLUS if i was to do something that i should not being admitting to be doing like smoke meth to enhance masturbation when my receptors release dopamine souls in the afterlife "Harness" (Please click here for more information) my dopamine release which smoking that stuff does then it means i feel nothing & might as well be smoking a fart coz it does nothing & has no effect, & it means they are then stuck in my head hearing my sexual thoughts and fantasies. If they laid dormant they would get the full effect whereas as soon as they harness because they have to be in my head to do that means that since they are in my head they have a much reduced effect & it is nowhere near as good. Plus no bad karma if they laid dormant! 

SERIOUSLY THESE VOICES WON'T GIVE ME A BREAK & LET ME HAVE A GOOD WANK! (PHOTOS FROM YEAR 2006). THEY WILL NOT LET UP FOR A MINUTE!

Please click on Photo to bring to front to view

95. RETAIL THERAPY? HOW TO DO IT PROPERLY?

Lets face it, sometime when your feeling down nothing feels better to venture down to the shops and purchase yourself a little pressy or two? or three? or four? or aaaaaaaaah hopefully their is a limit to how much therapy you need?

Let us be blunt, when the reality of how much money you just burnt during that fix of retail therapy hits home it gives a nasty comedown! ooooooooooooh lord i had retail therapy today it was so good i needed to touch myself! LOL

How to overcome nasty comedowns from Retail therapy? Please read on.

94. A DOG'S LIFE FOR ME?

Well it seems the voices won't stop & are progressively worsening over time. 

Not sure i will end up safe & with the Galatic Cuties (Please click here for more information and the UFO they originally had planned for me). Instead of a baby UFO, because i turned up accidently recently the Galactic Cuties accidently placed me on the biggest, most untamed UFO that won't do as he is told (Please click here for more information). They call him numb-skull, I call him numb-sical! lol. Turns out he likes my soul & the warmth that i brought with me & was happy for me to be on top of him. That is their new plan for me, I should be scared since this UFO is the largest around & normally small friendly dogs scare me half to death. LOL. Why Earth will not have UFO's please click here.

Started on a new medication which will hopefully change everything (Please click here for a history of Jock Hudson’s medications).

When i die, or sadly the next time if hypnotics (Please click here for more information) go to far yet again, i should, if plans change, pass straight onwards to being a dog. I seen it in my head the other week and i am ok with that. Away from the afterlife, which i wont be going near, as life could not be so cruel after what has taken place to send me there & i wont see the consequences which i've done my best to stop. Dogs only see green and blue, they do not see red at all (Please click her for more information) so i will be not be affected by hypnotic suggestions (Please click here for more information) & be found & it is a fun life if you have a good owner. You do not have to work, you can enjoy a simple life. I'd be happy with that. Something tells me i was once a dog before the first life i ever had & that is why i like the idea. Apparently i was a village dog that stayed in the village/house when everyone went out to work. Hence why in my first life (Please click here for more information) why i would run out of the palace (Please click here to find out more about me being a clumsy little God) because i wanted to see where everyone went and coz i was a people person/dog.

Why can I not enjoy life? Please read on. 

93. IS THE AFTERLIFE BECOMING SEX DOLL GANG BANG CITY?

I need Heaven White Ladies in my head not Evil Hypnotic Whores!

The hundreds (717) Ladies that Karl Josef Silberbauer (Please click here for more information) has mistreated in past life's that he has convinced & brainwashed into playing hypnotic games & being nasty by placing wrath after wrath on myself whilst in my head, which i am sick to death with having to deal with, please need to focus on improving their oras so that they are in white light (Please click here for more information) Because of their behavior over the past 3-4 years their Ora's are absolutely SHOCKING whereas if they were surrounded in white light these ladies could enjoy themselves by spending time with others that have white light around them & would be respected, feel better & more positive about themselves and change what they have been doing!

Otherwise their existence in the afterlife is nothing other than being used as "Sex Dolls" or the same as "Robot City" (Please click here for more information) because they will get used & abused due to their bad ora's which then makes them behave badly even further. The afterlife is just gang bang city then too because why would fellas treat them nicely when they don't have white light around them or even have good attitudes when they are behaving nastily towards me. Plus without white light around the ladies their pussy's taste like battery acid. I got frustrated & turned all those ladies into inflatable sex dolls whether they liked it or not to make them see sense and then deflated them in a hope to make them see they need to change their behaviour in order to have white light around them. It would have reset them too but of course some fuckwit (Please click here for more information) interfered. 

I hope i am not waisting my time attempting to get these girls 

to stop the hypnotics & have white light around them.

Thankfully for me, the best part is that if they are 

Being "Heaven White Ladies" rather than"Hypnotic Whore Sex Dolls" 

makes my life more fun & I should feel protected.

For the most recent updates on these whores please read on.

92. WHY SO MANY SELF-CENTRED VOICES? I NEED MY MAN BEAR?

Can you fix my head please? (Please click here for more information).

Can you put it in perspective from my point of view? (Please click here for more information). 

The voices i hear in my head put their own priorities first before mine which I gotta consider being self centred when they are in my head to begin with & they do not have my permission to be in my head so have no rights like they claim, NOT the other way around! Luckily I got me my Man Bear (Please see pics) to take care of me. (Please click here for more information regarding him).

Everybody needs a Man-Bear for cuddles except my ManBear goes further than cuddles. He likes to pash & as seen in photos likes to go even further by getting me excited. He is even up for a threesome?

Thank you to Offer Nissim & Maya Simantov for creating this song & posted on Youtube.com by Anderson Browning. 

Please click the following link to subscribe: https://www.youtube.com/@TheAndersonbrowning 

91. WHAT HAPPENED TO THE SATELITE? GALACTIC CUTIES WHAT ARE YOU UPTO? 🤗

Hmmmmm i think i know but usually if you look at the ISS live NASA Satellite on Youtube.com (Link provided here) and if you look at the following blog and then
please click on the largest picture with the words "Universityism" = "Give Life to Everything" (Please click here to go to that Blog Post)

Isn't the Planet Earth normally in a different view? 

So did the satellite change its perspective coz Earth is now being pictured side on??? Can you see the difference?

90. MYTHS UNCOVERED? EGYPT? SAMSON THE NAZIRITE?

Why, in Egypt, did Pharaoh's look like cats & birds? 

Sadly as we know incestuous relationships cause major birth defects with DNA problems passed onward. The most common incestuous DNA defect is that of a cleft/hare lip? But when so many few were being born into the palace & the pharaohs getting younger & younger & they could only have sex with those in the palace such as their direct brothers & sisters meant babies that would normally be killed at birth because of their defects would be kept alive. Effectively Egyptians would be wearing masks & different objects to hide hereditary defects. 

"Does a Person with a cleft lip & cleft/hare palate start looking like a pussy cat? Would a horse head form as your nose cartilage deformed from a cleft/hare lip? Would a person look like a bird head as DNA problems worsened & nose cartilage sticks out of the forehead, when a person with a cleft/harelip had incestuous sex & continued inbreeding suffering increased DNA problems? Would a bird head became a long beak head (Bin Chicken) as incest followed on further?" 

Was Tutankhamun so deformed from incestual births that he needed a full mask hung on by the back cartilage now formed at the back of his head? Makes sense since with that kind of deformative & having raw flesh being seen around the cheeks, mouth & upper face means sunlight would be a killer & extremely painful unless wearing a full mask to protect himself from the sun. Were people carried around because they could not walk? First form of wheelchair? "We Know Egypt Did Not Believe in Reincarnation like Christianity was Trying to Prove" (Please click here for more information). I already learnt why the Nile was so fertile? No plumbing so it got mushed into the ground & made good soil! Hence, why leave your shoes at your door!

Samson the Nazirite & a 3•5 Year old Learning About Life?

Ok. now about Samson, when I Alan Dowsett (Jock Hudson) died in 4 A.D in "My First Life Ever" (Please click here to verify who I was) i was the only 3•5 years old, not even 4 years old up in the afterlife as usually kids my age or younger pass on into the light & the next life right away but because "I Had been so Tortured & the Sunlight Dried the Blood out in my Brain which Lead to My Death at such a Young Age" (Please click here for more information) i was scared of the sunlight & hence refused to go into the light when i died so i was allowed to enter the afterlife. Whilst in the afterlife a soul named "Rick" was trying to teach me that "You grow more hair as you become bigger & stronger", I think what happened is that as i comprehended & was concentrating on Samson... plus "Rick" looked at Samson too to see what i was looking at since it was not him...So i then said in comprehension... So "Your hair grows longer means you get bigger and stronger"... I may have, or together "Rick" & I since it takes two to place a hypnotic, accidently placed a "Hypnotic Suggestion" (Please click here for more information regarding hypnotic suggestions) on Samson and that is how he gained tremendous strength more than the other men as his hair grew longer... hmmmmm seems innocent enough but that is why Delilah had to cut his hair since the hypnotic was placed on his hair growth he lost his strength. ooooooooops. Is that how "Hypnotic Suggestions" (Please click here for more information) started? LOL

In Biblical days people got food when they had none? Please read on. 

89. AM I TOTALLY MAD OR GOING MAD? BANANAS? YOU DECIDE?

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  OK so by now if you read my blog you will have realised i worked out i was once 

Aaron Rothschild worth more than $50 Billion born back in 1940.

Died at age 3•5 years old, almost 4 years old (Please click here for more information) My parents were Jenny Rothschild (1920-1944) and her cousin Emil Rothschild (1902-1945) (Please click here for more information) Plus what would i do with the Paris Rothschild Mansion? (Please click here for info) Also the truth about Auschwitz? (Please click here)

What other major claims have i made in this Blog Story Site? 

Please read on.

88. ON THE ROCKS???

Things are hopefully looking up? Hopefully the voices in my head have finally got the message although some still unsure who I am even with white light around me (Please click here for more information) and some still bring back Karl Joseph Silberbaur (Please click here for more information)

 to the afterlife after my thanks go out to the countless Angels with white light that keep removing him because of his behaviour and his soul being filled only with hatred to anyone but himself.

Also in Australia the corona virus seems to be close to contained or measures have been made to reduce its destructiveness. My best wishes to all those in other countries! Here’s hoping ☀️ sunlight kills the 🦠 virus! 🌞

Kessa told me to try and look 👀 like a supermodel? Yeah fat chance! 

Wanna see more supermodel pics? Please read on.

87. I'M GONNA BE UP WITH THE GALACTIC CUTIES (ALIENS) RATHER THAN THE AFTERLIFE WHEN I DIE!

This morning after breakfast i went back to bed & bedroom door was wide open so the sun was coming straight into my room & on my bed. I feel asleep again with no fears. I seen a baby UFO ready for me to get to know & become friends with so i'd be ready to start exploring the universe to have fun fun fun & get ready to help the energy that is the universe & runs this joint (Earth) & all the others (Please click here to find out why the energy is so important and about God?)

This planet (Earth) will never have UFO's because a asteroid hit ours & killed all the dinosaurs so there is no dinosaurs to mutate & fly around the universe for us. (Please click here to learn about the mutation process that might be install for us).

Artist impression of a baby UFO in the making on another planet. 

(Please click here to find out more info regarding Galactic cuties or what most call aliens and UFO's)

If the afterlife is gonna disappear from existence? What help do they have? Please read on.

86. IS THE AFTERLIFE DOOMED TO BECOME ROBOT CITY? STIMULATION?

Karl Josef Silberbaur (Please click here for more information about him) has gone to far with his nastiest behaviour & hypnotic suggestions (Please click here for more information) in the afterlife. Again this weekend games being played on my head (Please click here for more information) which i have no ability to remove. He gets into their heads & controls their thinking & manipulates them to do whatever he wants & when he wants it. Souls cannot stand hearing him winge & have a temper tantrum so they just do whatever he wants no matter what damage it does to myself, the afterlife & themselves as well. 

Cute Robot unlike Afterlife Robots

I have tried to explain to Karl how boring it would be if everyone in the afterlife was controlled by him & his hypnotics (Please click here for more information). Basically he would know what they were gonna say & what they were gonna do all the time since he was controlling them & there would never be any surprises or excitement wondering what a person might say or do. This does not worry Karl as he would be happy forcing everyone to kiss his ass all day long & do everything he wishes including eat his shit (Please click here for more information). 

They are so busy trying to make me look like the nasty one even though i have white light around me  (Please click here for more information) . Everyone it seems obeys Karl & makes him look like an Angel rather than the cold blooded evil pedifil, rapist, murderer & sadistic bastard that he truely is. He hates my guts because i was once Aaron Rothschild (Please click here for more information) & thinks i am the most useless thing in existence because i was Jewish. He dreams of ripping his penis up my ass & making me bleed to death on his cock so he can feel that he made me useful (Please click here for more information).

What will be next for the afterlife? 

How bad does it get?

Please read on.

85. SICKO'S THAT DO EXIST IN THE AFTERLIFE! DO THEY NEED TO BE AWARDED ASSHOLE MERIT BADGES?

C'mon get Happy?

A bit hard with these following assholes in my head?

Joanna & Robert Davies.

They effectively started the holocaust on their quest to gain the Rothschilds money. (Please click here for more information). Both these characters should be in the cages death placed them in but they keep fooling good souls & getting out? WTF? Their lives i'm sure where definitely no scene from "Bold and Beautiful" or "Young & the Restless" or Days of Our Lives" which Joanna thought might teach her how to be real! If a TV series was to be made, maybe we could ask her to answer the question: Is it money or sex (Love?) that makes the world spin around? With all that daytime television watching she did after stealing Jenny Rothschilds identity & bank account you would think somehow she could be respectful. Not possible. So stupid & more frustrating that taking a bog that bursts a vein in your forehead! She's a sicko!

Robert Davies.
Robert bless his heart although his morals & ethics are different to say the least due to his upbringing does his best to try & do the right thing which sadly he tries hard but has difficulty comprehending. We won't go into his behaviors during life & whilst at Auschwitz as none would believe what he used to get up to. It does explain his difficulty.

Karl, & Schwep (Joanna & Roberts sons)
Karl is worlds the biggest asshole to begin with & still is (Please click here to see more). Karl is a cold blooded pedifile. A pure sicko's that loves nothing more than ripping the ass of a newborn to make them bleed to death to make them useful? Schwep (who is in the photo standing in front of the dead bodies whom is proud of this photo because he was given the task of lifting and placing dead bodies, usually by himself, into the back of a truck. Photo is deceiving as it doesnt show he worked hard in what would call a sick way unlike Karl who got to enjoy raping, killing & gassing pour souls & laughing & having what he called fun as he felt he was playing the role of God. Joanna Davies (as above) both their mum usually insists Schwep spread Karl's ass cheeks & lick his dirty hole rather than putting Karl in his place like he needs to be done & like a big brother would normally do in the real world.

Desmond (Another of Joanna's children)

Desmond is a different kettle of fish & did not run riot or pick up dead bodies at Auschwitz & only gets it wrong when these fellas that are his brothers, who usually have no regard for me, want him to do what they want! Thankfully Desmond in in a league of his own & seeks fun & happiness rather than destruction & the games those other two play. But with Karl around & Jake (mentioned in the rest of this blog post) backing up Karl! When any of them have been nasty shit-bags & full of themselves & I have given them pull throughs to try & correct their behavior - Yep if you see em, shove your fist up their ass & pull their heads out their assholes so maybe they will realize something. Yes they are bloody assholes! but since they are in the afterlife and managed to escape the cages death placed them in all they do, when i manage to give them pull-thru's is leave their overlays, basically not much harm done to them and they are restored with no skin off their noses every friggin time. it should have worked properly the first time & so should placing them back in their cages each time i managed to place them. 

Desmond was also born in New York, worlds apart from his brothers which Joanna expected him to do what they wanted. He had, since Joanna acquired Jenny Rothschild’s money, a credit card that could buy a Ferrari since he smashed his Porsche & the dolphin tail killed his sister Christie. Desmond died when the AIDS epidemic hit in the early eighties whilst staying at the Chateau Marmont!

Schwep (Pictured with dead bodies in truck which he was proud to have photo taken due to difficulty getting dead bodies on Truck) did this world a favor when he put his revolver in a girls pussy to kill her but as he pulled the trigger the gun went off in an upward direction & he shot himself in the face & killed himself! Somehow i need Schwep to keep focused on bringing as many girls to life as possible which i know he can achieve by putting in tongue in a nice pussy to provide enjoyment rather than blowing one up with a bullet. Less bullets in me too when he focuses on providing enjoyment all round rather than just enjoyment for his asshole brother Karl and Jake listed in next paragraph.

To see more atrocities at Auschwitz please click here.

More about troubled souls & the Boy who wore the stripped Pyjamas? Please read on.