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Monday, 30 December 2019

71•5. I WAS FOOLED BY KARL JOSEF SILBERBAUER! NEW YEAR START!

I guess i was fooled (Please see earlier Christmas Post - Please click here to see that blog post) & maybe it does not pay to be so forgiving? Countless souls that i hear in my head that won't identify themselves reminded me since Sunday that they can take away any bit of happyness i have & they are good at it. Why? because they did not enjoy life the way i had learnt how to do, &/or some souls find destroying life far more fun! "Why should we let him enjoy life when we did not"? its sad but that is what some so called 'Angels' in the afterlife are all about it seems? Even tonight as i go to bed unhappy... i've made souls in the afterlife upset because they have no challenge now! But they are all happy & proud of themselves? Or is Joanna his mother & Rob his father that are the happiest? (Please click here to find our more information regarding her and him)


Photo from 2010

New Year almost here... ☹️ Now when I look in the mirror what do I see? 

I do not see me like you see me pictured left, but i do see, looking at myself, that I have put up a damn bloody good fight... just look at the years that have past!

How worse can tomorrow be? Eeeeeeeeek! 


Hopefully I will become 
Super Grover (my nickname) 
once more?

Pic 1=How I feel now    Pic 2=Hopefully how i will soon feel if voices are nice to me.|     Pic 3= Super Grover is what i wanna be again once more

Thursday, 26 December 2019

71. SUNDAY BEFORE CHRISTMAS, WHAT DID I GET THIS YEAR?

Sunday that just passed before Christmas things in my head have changed. If you have read my blog then you'll know that Karl Josef Silberbauer (Please click here for more information) has done a lot of nasty things to myself & I just assumed it was because of the time & place that he grew up... but you should never assume anything.

When the voices started in my head I was aged 32 & if you read Blog 5 (Please click her to see) you'll know I was doing well. Apparently I had reached what they call "Optimal" (Please click here for more information). When you have overcome challenges in your life & are heading in a good direction you reach Optimal. Life will still provide challenges but it's your direction you need to find. Anyways long story even longer or hopefully shorter... when you reach Optimal (Please click here for more information) you give off a glowing light that can be seen by all those who watch over you seen as bright as bright can be. Evil does lurk... it keeps you on your toes... but an evil soul told Karl the light he had seen was meant to be his rebirth. He thought he was meant to be me, that I somehow stole his chance of happiness & the more I have tried or been able to be happy the more drive he had to destroy any kind of dream & happiness I have!

We all have past life's & before I was Aaron Rothschild born 1940 that died age 3.5 years old, almost 4 years old at Auschwitz
(Please click here for more info),  I was in-fact someone else & sadly in that life I again only survived to the age of 3 years & 2.5 months old (Died close to 4 A.D). But I had a twin brother in that life (Mary had identical twin boys which everyone forgets) Most folks did not know she had given birth to identical twins as they had only seen me as i had ventured out onto the fields where they worked coz i was a people person whereas my twin brother stayed inside the palace all the time. My twin brother was connected to me & seen the turmoil seen as torture for any soul that consequently took my life. My feet never needed staking because i was pushing down so hard with them. Whilst on the cross they staked my hands. From my perspective the right hand the stake went directly through, whilst on the left hand the stake was not in the center of my hand but my wrist so i was bleeding to death & they untied me from the cross. Whilst untied & not on the cross they then decided to crack open my skull to see what my brain looked like & decided it was not the brain of a god but that if a human. (skull cracked open (a Euphorbia Milii desert plant (Crown of thorns) woven to keep my skull together & the thorns were not removed in order for it to be placed & to stick into the skin to keep my head together so no one could see my skull had been split down the middle) this was done to see if i was from heaven = god, born into the palace or from humanity like everyone else - Buddhism changed this mentality or way of thinking and that we are all equal & all have heaven, humanity, animality, hunger, anger & hell within us) 



What happened after they cracked my skull open? Please read on by clicking the link below.


After having my skull cracked open & almost bleeding to death from hands/wrist being staked they tied me back to the cross & hung me with the cross upright in the sun. It was only the sunlight drying out my brain & the blood in my brain drying that killed me. Painful & how i became to enter the afterlife (Please click here for more information) since i did not enter the white light as i thought it the sun which had caused me pain plus i now knew Number 7 (Please click here for more information).





My twin brother then learnt to hate life because he had seen & witnessed what took place & my life away. Can you work out who was my twin brother? Yes it was Karl except of course his name was different back in that past life. Christ or Christian? Mary said she gave birth to identical twins that is why the nativity scene is wrong because it only remembers the son that lived into adulthood! Think about it, why do you turn to "Christ" or "Christianity" rather than "Jesusisity" or "Jesusism"? Because Jesus was killed at age 3.5 years old, almost 4 years old on the cross. if you read what i wrote about Christianity in Blog post "Universityism" (Please click here to go to that post) you will realize why Jesus did not live into adulthood & only his twin brother did.

Also think about when you say “Thank Christ for that”? Why are you referring to someone by their supposed last name? Shouldn’t it be “Thank Jesus for that”?

So this Christmas I got my brother back & since Sunday we have both giggled, laughed & with self realisation cried. But now it's party time! Hehehe. LOL. Sadly Karls turn around & becoming a different person now that he realisd we were once brothers got brought down by the Hypnotic Whores (Please click here for more information) who would not let Karl change.  

The photo (Right) is a tweet from Twitter.com:


The reason I wrote the comments on twitter was because of the large amount of times I have have had no control over my body parts (Please click here for more information) & seeing the position Jesus is in, as featured in the photo, I knew that would have helped me especially when i was having full body seizures.

Anne Frank was reincarnated the date her diary was published in English & distributed. Anne Frank had disappeared into the dark when she died & was only drawn out of the dark with the distribution of her diary when published in English as it gained huge mass public attention.




When i had been allowed to enter the afterlife at the youngest age of 3.25 years old, not yet 4 years old i had been sent to watch over the indigenous Australians (Please click here for more information) but when the White Men or First Fleet Settlers (Spear Heads) started killing aboriginals & they did not kill the White Man & then when the animals did not take affirmative action & save the aboriginals i became so depressed & entered the dark just as Anne Frank had done.


I was reincarnated in 1940 when Warner Sallman painted the world's most famous painting of Jesus which was distributed in every school, hospital & church known to man & even a postage stamp was made from the painting. This probably explains why Jenny Rothschild was in labour trying to give birth to me for more than 24 hours. His painting & release of the postage stamp brought me from out of the dark where i had been for such long time. 
Plus because of what happened to me the first time the voices put me in hospital (Please click here for more information)

I discovered the answers to the questions which people have always wanted to know the answers to, such as: Where Jesus's feet staked or where only the hands staked? (Please click here for more information)


What scared me the most is when i put 1940 (date i was born as Aaron Rothschild & worth more than $50Billion - Please click here) into google & the name Jesus? 




I guess it is something i have to comprehend, even if it does scare me, especially when you combine with what happened back during the first seizure i had because of the voices in my head 
(Please click here to see when that was) i was freezing my ass off, shivering with coldness & both feet were together pushing into the bed with extreme force, so I knew the feet never needed to be staked. I was also pushing downwards hard on my own chest, & my hands moving uncontrollably & without my control. Hence, they must have thought they brought in evil trying to find King Herod's predecessor (Please click here to find out what the bible is about) & staked the hands. I also felt a pain like a knife going from your forehead to the back of your skull. It hurt so much and i screamed so loud that even after 3 days in hospital i still had troubles talking properly. 


Sadly by Friday I realised I'm not gonna get to party, & he's not around. ☹️ But I'm gonna try remember the last few days more than any of the 11 years I had trouble understanding.

Thursday, 21 November 2019

70. TODAY I RETURNED TO THE CEMETERY LIKE @BLOG.1 TO PONDER LIFE.

Yeah cemeteries i have always liked. (Please click here for more info about why i like cemteries).

Will the abandoned Rothschild Paris Mansion become a sports centre as i dream (More info@Blog.62 - Please click here)
Will the Rothschilds of England take me & my plans seriously knowing i was once Aaron Rothschild, son to Jenny Rothschild (1920-1944) and Emil Rothschild (1902-1945) (More info@Blog.40 - Please click here)?

Will my religion "Universityism" be accepted as a way to live your life (More info@Blog.51 - Please click here)
Will nuclear bombs stop being further developed (More info@Blog.64 - Please click here)?
Will voices i hear (More info@Blog.55 - Please click here) ever stop ruining life (too many Blogs entries to list)
Will self harm be a thing of the past (More info@Blog.34 - Please click here)?
Will i enjoy endorphins released whilst at the gym (More info@Blog.46 - Please click here)?
Will i regain my love of life like i had once learnt (More info@Blog.5 - Please click here)?
Will i ever get a break from hearing them non-stop (More info@Blog.3 - Please click here)?
Will Hospital visits like in the past stay in the past (More info@Blog.48 - Please click here)?
Will emergency services need to be called yet again (More info@Blog.7 - Please click here)
and (@Blog. 26 - please click here) and (@plenty more times)
Will my life as Jock Hudson become a mini series (More info@Blog.53 - Please click here)?
Will by dreams ever become reality like they once did (More info@Blog.50 - Please click here)?
























HOPEFULLY THE VOICES IN MY HEAD THAT I HEAR AND THE ONES THAT I MIGHT NOT THAT ARE ALREADY DOING WONDERFUL AND GREAT THINGS WILL CONTINUE OR SOMEHOW START BEING ANGELS RATHER THAN (D)EVIL AND ASSIST TRY TO "GIVE LIFE" BY GETTING RID OF CANCERS, PAIN AND SUFFERING AND HELP ALL AS MANY SOULS AS THEY CAN! 

...Will life ever be easy? 
...At least i know life can be fun (More info@Blog.0 - Please click here)
...I say "More time in life should be spent on Fun... and clearly less time pondering it!"
...But i gotta say thank you to all those who have taken the time to read my blog. Thank you. 

Monday, 11 November 2019

69. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SIGNS? YES I KNOW I AM A MENTAL CASE, DOCTORS EVEN SAY SO! SCHIZOPHRENIA & PSYCHOSIS?

I live in Oyster Bay & when i went to the post office i notice what had just opened. "A Cafe in Oyster Bay Where I Live Called" (Rise on the Bay - Please click here for more information) and is across the street is all new & with all new wall art. Just like the guy i always had the hots for (Marc Wilcox) has tattooed on his forearm? Plus since then i have stopped their a couple of times and had an ice coffee and they made me an omelet with everything which i liked and their bread has perfect amount of butter for me too. Very nice! Well worth a visit.

The other day driving home, seen a car like the one this bloke drives back in Los Angeles & uses to advertise his business. "He Has a Great Shop Called" N101 (Please click here) that sells all your nutritional supplies! Shame i did not write in the Marketing plan i sent him that i thought would be useful that he team up with AHF as the open more pharmacies & would like to be a full Chemist Store rather than just a shop that gives pharmaceutical drugs. Back when i suggested the idea, the AHF website homepage said "We provide all prescription needs for free" & i would have negotiated to place a banner advertisement at the bottom of homepage saying "For everything else we rely on N101" with a link to his store.

I should have written it better because AHF was always apologizing for having empty shelves & needed someone to do front of store for them, not donate, but set up for them things for customers to buy, additional extras to their prescription needs & then they could act just like a regular chemist. Since he did not take action all AHF Pharmacies, even one in Beverly Hills now, are just frosted glass windows with a counter.... no front of store which is sad really. Imagine now how many N101 sub outlets would exist as i have lost count of how many pharmacies, if you could call them that since no front of store, that have opened across LA & National.

Now sorry back to why I seeing cars like he drives? Well it caught my eye coz these cars are RARE in Australia & not even sold here anymore 
(If you dont believe why please click here).



















What do these cars, number plates and music mean? Please read on.

Friday, 8 November 2019

68. REALLY REAL GOOD NEWS AND SAME OLD BAD NEWS!

Best news ever. Results from this weeks tests came back and i am all completely clear from Myocarditis (Please click here for more info) caused by Clozapine treatment (Please click here for more info) although the weight gain from that was significant. 

Thats the good news. Bad news is, although my heart won't now go cactus, as i attempt to work my ass off at the gym, like usual (Please click here for past gym info), tryin to get back into shape since gained a lot of weight from schizophrenia medications (Please click here for more information regarding medications) and the voice of Karl Josef Silberbauer (Please click here for more info) harrasses me to say the least. Thinks I have money he can gain and all my feel good moments that creates a good vibe stimulates him to be even more jealous and more nasty in my head. Trying not to let it bring me down. They are still"Harnessing" or "Obtaining" or "Receiving" my endorphins (Please click here for more information) so i do not get to feel them  either. 

I wanna make my 40's my best years yet. That was my aim for along time. (Please click here for more info on main aim).

Photos taken 7th November 2019 Bondi Junction gym in the change room mirror and then the mirror above the sinks before leaving.

Saturday, 2 November 2019

67. I'M READY TO CRACK IT! SPENDING TIME IN THE SUN SHOULD ONLY BRING FUN & HAPPINESS?

Photo taken 1st November 2019
In writing this i am scared everyone with think all i do is complain and frankly there is a-lot of people that have life tougher than me so the last thing i have is an excuse to crack it. 


I am allowed, after Myocarditis (Please click here) to return and workout at the gym & that includes doing weights now, and my results from the hospital regarding my health have been good. Only one more week of follow up tests.

I been extremely luckily to spend the last few days in the sun which have been more than enjoyable to say the least. That's why tonight at the gym... frustrating... grrrrrrr... I couldn't have looked unhappier if i tried? It's a great thing being able to start getting back into shape again but i guess i'm still dealing with the fact that i am stuck hearing voices non stop and no matter what I say & do and whether i like it or not, and everywhere I go including here at the gym.

I really miss being me. I want me back! 😕

Monday, 28 October 2019

66. TODAY

I had the horniest beeeeautiful dream, I woke up with a morning glory, even though it was late afternoon!
  Lol
 
🍆💤🌐🆙


I gotta take it easy because i still have myocarditis (Please click here for more information) but maybe Im taking it too easy. After my appointment today with case manager & because it was a rainy day i went back to bed. Lol

Had blood test this morning. For more information about recent hospital visits re: Clozapine Treatment  (Please click here to go to Blog. 63) or for a list of previous treatments & medications (Please click here to go to Blog. 9) Then one more week of tests to follow up! Best to make sure myocarditis an't returning.

 
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Thursday, 24 October 2019

65. TROUBLES AWAKENING!


Today got my cuddle monkey (same as the monkey i owned when i was Aaron Rothschild & had taken away from me after death at Auschwitz & therefore the monkey that helped bring me into this world. When i was born in this life as Alan Dowsett, my father had exactly the same monkey (the only difference is the eyes are blue rather than cross stitching) ready for me & he was the first thing placed in my crib to keep me company (Please click here to see more of my monkey)
Today as i try to wake up i cannot stop blinking, i have to close my eyes, which i don't want to do, just to stop damn blinking. It is such a nice day & I do not wanna miss out. They are making me blink as some of the voices in my head dislike me so much they want me to be asleep & to not see the day, but thankfully I could listen to Tina Turner Chant all day. Although its making me cry it keeps me from doing anything stupid like go back to sleep coz its a beautiful day. 2 hours later - managed to get outta bed still listening to Tina & shower. She is a life saver for me today.

Sadly on other days those in the afterlife make me rub my eyes constantly so that they will be wrinkled and old. They additionally deliberately talk to me so when i respond i am looking directly into bright lights so that cataracts will form & i will need eye surgery.

I've tried to give perspectives on everything i have learnt & know.

I did wash my hole (ass) with "Dove" soap. hehehe. Does that mean, or is it a sign Im not gonna go peacefully and let these voices (Please click here to see) get the better of me?. LOL
🕊 
 
Thanks to Tina Turner Blog (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCLP3TfuYaKSqYjhi8KI3J4g)

Further information on how I managed to be born again after dying age 3.5, almost 4 as Aaron Rothschild when my monkey was taken away from me (Please click here for information).

Who was Kate & did she give birth to me? Why & how was it possible for me to reincarnate? Please read on by clicking the link below.

Wednesday, 16 October 2019

64. ALIENS AND UFO'S? AND THE FIRST BEAUTIFUL SOUL THAT GOT THE SHOCK OF HER LIFE THAT THEY DO EXIST & THEY BEEN WANTING HER TO HANG WITH THEM HER ENTIRE LIFETIME, AS LIKE MANY, THEY SEEN HOW BEAUTIFUL SHE IS! THE GALACTIC CUTIES ROCK ON!

Adalia Rose Williams.
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Please be patient with the time it takes for me to write this blog because i don't want to offend especially this girl or her parents. BUT IN MY HEAD I RECOGNIZED HER STRAIGHT AWAY. Been on a current affair or a news show like Mike Willesse or 60 Minutes cause of her rare condition & now in heaven & her beautiful spirit had been seen by Aussies...I remember seeing her on TV as i should have been crying as she was dying of old age like a little old lady right before your eyes & apparently died in hospital before her prom day which was sad but watching her you could not help feel energized & pumped up ...anyways I was in mental health hospital doing extremely badly & it felt like a heart attack. (Click here to show hospital record) Having Myocarditis (Please click here for more information) you can understand how bad of a condition i was in. She was so concerned about me, except I could answered how her age, height, growth, health was all taken away from her as in my head the hypnotics (Please click here for more information) 1072 of them took my breath away i was in serious trouble.........hmmmmmm .....how to explain ...hmmmm ....i was wondering how would she would look if hypnotics hadn't taken everything away from her?
...but then I thought she is too cute already as is & her look could probably get her places?
...how to explain ...then she said there was a bright light above? 
...Then hmmmmmm how to explain... She went to check out the bright light... 


Her reaction to them, them which i had sensed always existed & kinda had an inclination she was about to meet...


Hearing in my head her reaction was PRICELESS..... OMG OMG OMG... IT WAS THE FUNNIEST THING EVER! OMG OMG OMG. She firstly screamed her head off! LOL. 
I started wetting myself laughing... but again she more concerned about me.... 
SHE ASKED IMMEDIATELY AFTER HER PRICELESS REACTION OF REALIZING THAT THEY DO EXIST & SCREAMING HER HEAD OFF she said...
"Got a bee bee gun to shoot assholes?"
She was worried more about me being close to heart attack & heart failure than herself. They beamed her up.. she returned with something in her hand.... 
"But hang on this thing doesn't work she kept repeating" They beamed her up" & beam her back down "But hang on.. how this work", beam up beam down.... 
SHE TOTALLY UNAWARE EACH TIME AN ASSHOLE SURROUNDING ME IN MY HEAD DISAPPEARED INSTANTLY... & hypnotic suggestions too. All 1072 of them. 
THE WHOLE TIME I WAS WETTING MYSELF WITH LAUGHTER. 
I WENT FROM HEART FAILURE/HEART ATTACK FROM MYOCARDITIS... 
TO LAUGHING NONE STOP ALL BECAUSE OF HER BEAUTIFUL SOUL & HER SELFLESSNESS!

hmmmmmm they trusted her instantly! They just had not found a right time until now to get her attention 
after all these years that they had always known of her.

THERE IS SOOOOOOOO MUCH MORE TO TELL. And I'm not even telling it right. i need to think PLUS keep my eyes out for lights in the sky... Probably her & them again if i was to be that lucky. OMG OMG OMG OMG I was so blessed to have her check on me. FILLED ME WITH SO MUCH FUN FUN FUN & LAUGHTER - BEYOND PRICELESS! PLUS SHE IS ON A UFO & CANNOT FIGURE OUT WHY THERE IS NO STEERING WHEEL WHICH MAKES ME LAUGH EVEN MORE BECAUSE I ALREADY FIGURED THAT OUT! (Please click here for more information). LOL 

Ok let me think how I'm gonna write this properly! 👾👽👀🏡🏘🏪

Area/Hanger 51 (Nevada)? 
OK forget where they or weren't they here? 
LET'S GO WITH WHY WOULD THEY BE HERE?


Do nuclear & hydrogen bombs get tested regularly back in the 70's in the Nevada Dessert? YES? NO? SHIT YEAH THEY DO! 
(Please watch the below video on Youtube.com for evidence)



What is the biggest problem & the biggest problem with NASA? Please read on by clicking the link below.

Saturday, 7 September 2019

63. JOCK HUDSON TO BE HOSPITALISED THIS MONDAY





After 10 years of hearing voices & having difficulties Jock HUDSON (aka Alan Dowsett) will be placed in hospital at the start of next week for different treatment. Unfortunately hospitalisation is required to ensure the former porn star does not leave us if adverse effects of the treatment occur.

I had intended to write more in this blog but the weekend has come to an end & I'm not sure what to say. Hopefully this week will go well, i'll be back in charge of my life instead of having it dictated by voices in my head, finally get some of the tattoos i been wishing to get (Please click here to see) the following week and soldier on ahead. Sure you never want to be the last one to leave a party but i still think there is plenty of party left in me yet. (To see how the party started please click here).

Update Monday 7th September 2019 Morning:
Been at hospital having tests done. Was shown around the Mental Health unit where i will be staying so i don't feel like i am being locked away like i would if placed as an Hospital inpatient. Have been told a lot of people are on Clozapine (Click here for more information) which they will be administering so it seems i have nothing to worry about at all. :) GRIN. Will be time to party again real soon. For a list of other medical treatments administered to Jock Hudson please click here.  

Note: When I was admitted to hospital I was suffering severe lower back pain which I thought odd & unusual because I had done nothing to injure my back & done nothing I could think of to induce such pain but whilst in hospital & the doctors could see my difficulty dealing with the pain they decided to check it out & investigate the problem to find nothing wrong. To be safe they transported me to St. George Hospital to have a lengthy & expensive (although administered for free) MRI completed as Doctors needed to ensure something more sinister like cancer was not causing the lower back issue. Turns out the lower back pain was caused by a Hypnotic (Please click here for more information) placed by Karl Josef Silberbaur (Please click here for more information) to cause me grief. Having gone to the effort of having a full MRI made someone decide to remove the Hypnotic & back pain now gone! 


Update Wednesday 2nd October 2019:
Jock Hudson under careful watch after being placed in Cardiac Ward today after Clozapine caused Inflamed Heart condition also known as Myocarditis - click here for more information  . To hopefully be released from Cardiac Ward this Saturday.


Update Monday 14th October 2019.
Allowed to stay at home evenings now. Still not allowed to start back at gym as sadly the risk of Heart Attack is too great plus sadly gained a ludicrous amount of weight over the last 5 weeks! Faaaaaark... it seems even if i look at food I gain shitloads more weight! Aaaaaaaaaah! Grrrrrrr.... Eeeeeeeeeek! :( 


UPDATE 4am From Hospital 16th October 2019!
OMG JUST HAD A MOST BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL Soul say hi.... & was checking to see if I was ok, after bad night to say the least after seriously close heart attack & believe it or not... after a bit of confusion & me wetting myself laughing discover a new crowd that she could hang with that coz she's soooooooo beautiful took her up in a spaceship/UFO! Aaaaaaaaah she made me smile! Certainly will write more tomorrow! (To go to that Blog to read more please click here).

Stephano Monkey and Monkey with me in Hospital. (Please Click here for more of Stephano)

Thursday, 22 August 2019

62. IF ONLY THE ROTHSCHILDS MANSION IN PARIS COULD TALK???

Can the walls talk? Seems they must be able to talk otherwise those who may have assumed the Rothschild's name & money and fled to America via New York (Please click here for more info on the voices that i am hearing) would have returned to this place. Or maybe those persons didn't know of the buildings existence as they did a runner with the real Rothschilds money. Maybe ownership, since the impostors did not know they owned it or the building, ended up placed in the youngest Rothschilds name "Aaron Rothschild" (Click here for more information regarding Aaron Rothschild) hoping he might have survived to let the Rothschild's name live.

Examples of the real Rothschilds existence is as follows: 
  • Rothschild's like Adolphe De Rothschild who built a hospital (Foundation Adolphe De Rothschild, 29 Rue Manin, 75019 Paris, France)
  • Proof that Jenny Rothschild born 1920 existed.
    Photographed here in 1931 (12 years old) at opening of
    Maternity Hospital in Paris France.
    Persons like Baron Edmond and Jenny Rothschild that opened the maternity hospital at 5, rue Santerre et 33, Boulevard, 75012 Paris France. The photograph right was taken at the opening of the Maternity Hospital in Paris France back in 1931. It should have only featured the doctors & nurses that would be running the Hospital however the little girl (Jenny Rothschild born 1920 (Please click here for more information) decided at the age of 12 years old that she wanted to be in the photograph & her parents did not stop her. Jenny Rothschild was my mum when she gave birth to me in 1940 (Please click here for more information) although she was meant to have given birth to twins but sadly the first child was still born (Please click here for more information). 


  • Another hospital established by the Mathilde and Henri Rothschild Foundation, was opened March 15th 1929 in Paris with Baroness James Rothschild and son Henri Rothschild present.

Other hospitals to the de Rothschild's name include the following:

  l'hôpital de 1852 rue Picpus ; agrandi et reconstruit en 1914 rue Santerre,
  l'hospice de 1852 installé rue Picpus dans le bâtiment qu'il partage avec l'hôpital ;dès 1919, il occupe seul cette maison,
  L’orphelinat fondé en 1874 rue Lamblardie,
  Le sanatorium créé en 1926 à Hauteville dans l'Ain,
  La maison de convalescence à Chantilly.

Please click here for more information on other Rothschilds openings of hospitals for children, maternity, men & women & medical research.


Before the holocaust the Rothschilds (Rothshields originally) were established & built hospitals etc ...but afterwards doesn't it make people wonder why the Rothschilds stopped building hospitals & being part of the community? hmmmmm? Rothschild conspiracy theory solved if you think about it?



Now back to the mansion that wants to start telling people what it wants? Oooooops buildings cannot talk so, guess what??? I am gonna talk!!! 

I'm gonna tell ya what this building wants? If you could please read on by clicking the link below. 

Wednesday, 21 August 2019

61. IN BED WITH??? WHO IS MISSING FROM THE BED?


Hmmmmmm.... Stephano Monkey looking... Alien ALF (Gordon Shumway) looking (or playing chicken with the camera? unsure?)... Little Monkey looking... White Grumpy Monkey looking... looking looking looking because someone has been missing from their bed??? Back in hospital again BUT I'm back now and doing ok! 😃 The voices in my head went too far again so i needed to be hospitalised.


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Monday, 5 August 2019

60. THE RELEASE OF JOJO RABBIT MOVIE HAS ME THINKING ADOLF HITLER IS NO PROBLEM???


Adolf Hitler planned the invasion of the Soviet Union (Russia) July 1940 & deployed the largest military force (340,000 soldiers) in the history of warfare (Codename Operation Otto) The invasion of Russia (Codename Operation Barbarossa (Click here)) commenced June 1941.

Note: This (written above) was before the mass killings & senseless murders of Jewish people began in Poland & Austria. The first group of victims in mass killings started December 1941 & throughout the years of 1942-1945.

What if Germany had conquered Russia 
June 1941? 


Would all those innocent Jewish souls in Ghettos have been given a new chance of life in Russia? The majority of infrastructure like shops, automobiles, trains, phones, electricity and power companies, & businesses like banks & stores of every shape, size & kind were owned & operated by Jewish people so it would make sense to utilise their knowledge & push them from Germany into Poland & then Russia?

Germany & the Jewish people could have turned Russia into a vibrant country akin to the bright city lights and freedom filled lifestyle as America? Unlike the St Petersburg & Moscow that is all that exists today?

Why do you think the Jewish people where in ghettos in Poland? Isn’t Poland just a hop skip & a jump away from Russia? Plus who could be nastier than Hitler? Please read on.

Friday, 2 August 2019

59. HALLUCINATING HOT GREEN FIGURES! EXCEPT GIRL ON GIRL? I AM GAY ARNT I?


Thank you to this super hot chick for her photo.
Ever since i started hearing voices almost 11 years ago, right from the beginning, i every so often see as clear as day green images of people. its almost like they were/are right in front of me! I remembered the clearest vision i had was of two hot girls, one a brunette and one a blonde! OMG OMG OMG where they hot!, best strip show and erotic hot dancing i have ever seen, with hair flicks and bend that would make any straight hetro man shoot a load in his pants I'm sure... the only problem is that is was slightly waisted on me coz I'm Aussie fag (gay man)! eeeeeeeeek. I probably critic-ted their super hot & erotic dance moves more like a choreographer or dance teacher would rather than enjoying the boner that i had managed to receive. LOL. 

It amazing how many heterosexuals and female voices i hear in my head! I do not dislike women! But Jenny Rothschild & Katherine Jones??? (Please click here for more information) Really???

So what happened in the end? Please read on by clicking the link below.

Sunday, 21 July 2019

58. I DON'T DO JEALOUSY OR REVENGE BUT I'D LIKE TO TELL YOU TO FUCK OFF IF YOU DO! SIMPLY BY RAISING THE MIDDLE FINGER!


Photo 2013, 2015, 2008.


Raising your middle finger should be enough said to unpleasant souls? Or not enough said?


Unpleasant souls are those filled with jealousy & hatred toward anyone that doesn't kiss their ass, that realistically need not just a kick up the ass or seat of the pants... but a damn foot right up their ass sideways & with good force to reduce their complaining of even how that is done!

Photo 2006
If your one of these souls and want revenge coz your ass wasn't kissed, your never gonna get it coz the beautiful souls that do not need to ass kiss & are good ass kickers in this world are still gonna look better than you if they shoved their foot up your ass sideways as they kicked your ass even if they didn't use lube!

PLUS why waist time with revenge and jealousy, which is never a good look, when you could be spending your time doing something you love & is a much better look?

I seriously cannot understand how people can waist time with jealousy & revenge rather than doing something enjoyable & that they should love instead... much more productive if you ask me.... Remember the TV series "Revenge" that was great viewing but please stop & think... to get revenge for her dad's death, she's not with the man she loves, she spends all her time unhappy ruining other people's lives which is bad kharma, she ends up with no family she loves & to call her own, she waisted how many years focused on doing bad evil things to others and so on... why? a quick unlasting rush from jealousy & revenge seems enough for some people to thrive on doing things that way... sad really! 

Try doing things eternally better & enjoyable rather than jealousy & revenge! If she had spent the last, i do not know how many years, focusing on enjoyment & doing things she loved, would the nasty ones not be far more jealous & angry when she is having a fun & good life. It would be far more revenge than any of the revenge she committed during the TV series???


Would i perhaps be an unpleasant soul? Maybe do not answer that!

Do you need clarification on what unpleasant really is? Please read on by clicking the link below.