180. I'D LIKE TO SPREAD MY ASS CHEEKS & GIVE SOME SOULS (VOICES THAT I HEAR IN MY HEAD) A VEGEMITE SANDWICH?

Faaaaaark i am so over souls voices that are in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) i can hear in my head that do not have "White Light" (Please click here for more information) around themself & place "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) & "Harness" (Please click here for more information) & do not at least read Blog Story Post 164 "What is The Problem Now" (Please click here for more information) that restores White Light so that they will stop feeling uncomfortable & stop playing Games like "Search & Destroy" (Please click here for more information). They cause me unhappiness, grief, pain, misery depression & an inability to think & have fun so that now in 2024 when i do have fun it makes me cry! How can we overcome, when i die, the "Consequences" (Please click here for more information). I so wish to spread my ass cheeks & give those souls a Vegemite Sandwich!

So far this year has not been good! How can I make it better?

Wanna find out more about me & all my years as a Schizophrenic? Please read on.

179. THE SIMPSONS GO TO AUSCHWITZ? IS ANTI-SEMITISM ON THE RISE AGAIN? IN ITALY? VATICAN CITY? PERHAPS?

The year 2020 marked the "75th Anniversary of the Liberation of Auschwitz" (Please click here for more information) & for all the people that have been drawn to visit Auschwitz "The Atrocities Have Been Hidden" (Please click here for more information). "Alexsandro Palombo in Italy (Milan) February 2015" decided that to remind the younger generations of the "Holocaust" that occured during World War II it would be best to depict "The Simpsons" as being Jewish & having them sent to "Auschwitz" (Please click here for more information). 

Marge, Homer, Bart, Lisa & Maggie wearing yellow stars, in striped Jewish Prisoners garbs & as famished inmates definitely caught everyone's attention.  Not sure how i feel about this but the Artists work aimed at the younger generation & appeared on the Walls of the Memorial of the Shoah in Milan did see someone object as sadly & stupidly they graffitied the Artwork on "January 27th 2023 on The Day of Remembrance" (Please click here for more information) seen below being photographed by an admirer before it was vandalised. Clearly in Italy, Milan, or heck or should i say more likely Rome (Vatican City), however no large Holocaust Memorial exists there, to make it more obvious, "Anti-Semitism" is on the rise again?

"To Forget How They Died, Is To Kill Them All Over Again"

Quote from Elie Wiesel (Orphaned Jewish Survivor (Buchenwald Concentration Camp) survivor of Auschwitz). 

Did i Survive Auschwitz? Please read on.

178. A NEW CONCEPT ON WARS?

Vladimir Putin (President of Russia) the man that says that he is selfless by only living on the poverty line with a yearly income of $200,000, but he somehow owns ridiculousness, from a $12Billion Palace in the forest with its own Airport & with 24 Karat Gold Toilets everywhere he visits including on his Helicopters & Jets to owning over 700 sports cars. To see what he owns please click here. 

"What Do They Say About Owning Sports Cars?" INADEQUATE DICK! Why does Vladimir Putin want to take over the Ukraine? Obviously so he can get his hands on more money & spend more. Maybe the $30Billion he spent on war fare he could have given back to the people or allowed them a paid Public Holiday. "Russia is Bigger in Land Size than America but merely consists of Moscow & St Petersburg" (Please click here for more information). 

"Rather Than Soldiers Dying in The Name of War" why can't Volodymyr Zelenskyy (President of Ukraine) next time he has a meeting with Vladimir just get out a knife & simply cut his throat? Hell... Why not??? It is ok for a Russian Soldier to do that to a Ukraine Soldier(s) or Civilian(s)? If Volodymyr wears a soldiers uniform rather than a suit can he execute Vladimir?. 

Imagine if during each War it was just the Leaders of each Country that got into a Boxing Ring & Fought it all out rather than having hundreds & thousands of Innocent Soldiers die in the name of War???

What could Adolf Hitler have done differently? Please read on.

177. FIVE YEARS OF BULLSHIT! HOW CAN I MAKE THEM SEE SENSE OR MAKE REASON WITH THEM?

If you have been reading my blog story then you will know that I blame women voices in my head as being "My Problem" (Please click here for more information). "Karl Josef Silberbauer" (Please click here for more information) was my biggest problem & due to his hatred & jealousy of me why I am schizophrenic & had no life, however, "Equilibrium Occurred" (Please click here for more information) four years ago as he happily went to the core to escape consequences in a way to pass/reincarnate so I should have gotten my life back but no that has not happened. Why? Because a year at least before he passed on he & the whores set up "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) that shared his hatred for me & made the women be selfish, sadistic, arrogant & narcissistic, & they have continuously placed this on their heads as having the worst Ora’s possible (level 5) & their power rush stopped them from feeling uncomfortable & gave them stimulation. Basically they treated me like shit & therefore lacked self control to stop themselves from treating me like shit. My only ability is to somehow reason with the thousands of them with this bullshit on their heads but under the influence these Whores are far worse than a soul that did not reach “Optimal” (Please click here for more information) so I have gotten no where & the number of women under the influence has only increased! Why? Because when the women feel uncomfortable they spend their time talking shit about me laced with hypnotics so they can do Hypnotics on me. I always loose out? 

I know what the problem is (Please click here for more information). For five years the Hypnotic Whores (Please click here for more information) have had no ability to do anything but treat me badly & have learnt to get off on treating me badly! They enjoy it!

What else do these whores do? Please read on.

176. WHY DO I KEEP HAVING EPISODES? IT IS NOT FAIR!

It seems almost weekly i am having an episode. An episode is when the voices in my head have taken control & i am left screaming my head off. I cannot talk properly, I cannot swallow which means i cannot drink, eat or take anything, & the voices in my head i find so frustrating that i cannot do anything but scream. The worst part about not being able to swallow is that you choke. When i go to take my medications it makes it extremely hard to take. The voices like to play a game "Search & Destroy" (Please click here for more information) but an upgraded version wanting me to self harm (Please click here for more information) or even kill myself which makes no sense. The voices are meant to be in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) but are seriously selfish & continue to "Harness" (Please click here for more information) my good feelings sensations or now "Automated Harnessing?". All the voices want to do is place "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) on me because they have learnt them & have unlimited time & nothing better to do but always with me on the receiving end. 

I used to have problems back when i lived in West Hollywood (LA) (Please click here for more information) having seizures on a weekly basis (To see what i had to do to avoid harming myself: Please click here for more information).

I am sick of having Episodes. 

How can I stop having them?

How bad can they be or how hard to deal with them can it get? Please read on.

175.VOLUNTEER WORK AT KLC (KINGSFORD LEGAL CENTRE) COMMUNITY LEGAL CENTRE!

I am working as a volunteer Solicitor at Kingsford Legal Centre (KLC), the Eastern Suburbs Community Legal Centre. 

After doing my "Graduate Diploma of Professional Legal Training" (Please click here for more information) to go from being a Solicitor to becoming a Lawyer since already having done a "Juris Doctorate" (Please click here for more information) (The equivalent to a Masters in Law except my first BA was in something other than law so it is for Postgraduate Students only).

Sadly the voices think i am a "No Hoper" & made it difficult for me to listen & do phone advice. KLC decided to just get me to do Face to Face advice since i would have better chance of engaging with the persons involved & less chance the voices in my head taking over & making me useless, but no chance, again sadly the voices, mainly "Women in my head" (Please click here for more information) decided that because i was a "No Hoper" that they would enter my head & stop me being able to do that as well. Sadly i have not finished my volunteer work needed to complete my "Graduate Diploma of PLT" (Please click here for more information) & become a fully fledged Lawyer. I should have already completed PLT & being initiated to the bar via a ceremony at The Downing Court Centre however the principal Lawyer at KLC thought it best that i take time out & look after my health & would gladly have me return once i achieved better mental health! 

Due to Bad mental health sadly postponed mid August until January 2025 to start KLC volunteering again. 

(Please click here to see if i made it as a Lawyer yet or not).

Thankyou to Donna Summer for singing this song at Youtube.com

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174. WHAT IS GOING ON? I AM GROVER (Thank you to Sesame Street) & PLEASE I WANT MY LIFE BACK!

i do not know what is going on with "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) that i hear in my head. I have been having "Episodes" (Please click here for more information) weekly which is shocking. During those episodes i cannot sleep, i cannot eat, i cannot drink & i even have troubles talking because the voices do not want to hear me talking out loud whereas when i talk in my head they can make it so that they do not hear me. 

The voices i hear reakon they know me, but how can they know me when i have not been myself since 2009 which is when the schizophrenia started. I miss being me. I should sound like a little kid in my head since my soul is only 3•5 years old after dying in my second life as "Aaron Rothschild" (Please click here for more information) & in my first life i only lived until "3•25 years old as Jesus" (Please click here for more information). Supposedly the youngest soul imaginable.

I unintentionally make Grover sounds when i am happy!

"My nickname is Grover" (Please click here for more information to test yourself to see how mental aware you are). Yes i do my best but always seem to stuff things up, plus i unintentionally make Grover sounds all day long if you are listening to me & i am able to talk with the voices in my head. 

The louder i scream "I want my life back" the more the voices in my head treat me like shit. (Please click here for more information).

What needs to happen to get my life back? Please read on.

173. SERIOUSLY WOMEN (Ladies excluded) ARE A PROBLEM IN MY HEAD?

The women voices that i hear in my head are all in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) & they all know i want to have fun. Whenever i am having fun these women "Harness" (please click here for more information) which means they have fun whilst i sit sad & depressed & they do not care because they have done this for 3-8 years. These women could "Lay Dormant" when i have fun which means i would have fun plus they would have fun plus i would not even know they exist PLUS they would not have to hear or see me whether i talk in my head or talk out loud. These women because they "Harness" & can only do this by being in my head means they place "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) on my head to harm my eyes so they do not hear what my brain recalls when i look at things, stop me from thinking so they do not have to hear my thoughts & also make it so i cannot be heard even though they are in my head without my permission all to accommodate themselves. The level of selfishness & arrogance that these women have is beyond understandable. Their only excuse "We are in the afterlife"??? or "We know Hypnotics"???. The women also believe that they have every right to give me an episode (Please click here for more information) & do so on almost a weekly basis becasue they get off on causing me pain. They don't have White Light around themselves & expect me to make them feel good. Why? Because i can, & they are too lazy or riddled with hypnotics (Please click here for more information) to know any better.

If i try & set these women straight & point out they are "Sadistic" they then are twice as sadistic as before. How can i make them stop.  

Women shut up please!

Why are Men not a problem? Please read on.

172. HAPPY MARDI GRAS 2024!

Happy Mardi Gras 2024 to all those I have love for & I guess those I do not have love for as well! Lol.

I know I am getting old when I have no party tickets after my first party in 1995! 

Well it is Mardi Gras & I should be "Off my Face"(Please click here for more information) but sadly not. Why? Not from lack of trying but because the voices I hear in my head are "Harnessing" (Please click here for more information) which means they are high & feel amazing & I feel absolutely nothing at all. Completely sober which is boring as shit on this night of the year! But then you would think at least on my birthday the voices would give me a break... but sadly no chance then either so I guess my fault for expecting different!

Thanks to Markus Schulz - The New World (Official Music Video) posted on Youtube.com 

by Armada Music please click the following link to subscribe: https://www.youtube.com/@armadamusictv 

171. A LATE BIRTHDAY WISH?

Wonderful friends, Tara, Kieren, Me, Andrew, Lennie & Robbie

19th January 2024 was my 47th Birthday & to celebrate i had dinner with friends at Tropicana (Please see Photo). Sadly even on my birthday the number of women in my head with the world's worst oras & without "White Light" (Please click here for more information) around them treating me like shit that even on my birthday i did not have the best day. I managed to get my hands on some Pot, yes marijuana, & it was not until this week when i smoked it that it had an amazing effect or i do believe someone that i hold all the love in the world for ("Present" (Please click here for more information)) took affirmative action. Karl Josef Silberbauer & Jenny Rothschild that took turns in making my life misery passed on/reincarnated & around 500 women that had spent at least 3 years doing nothing but "Harness" (Please click here for more information) & treat me like shit. Why? Because i have always been treated like shit so they had no self control to stop. They all passed on/reincarnated. OMG HAAAALEYYYYAAA! HOW FANTASTIC, WHAT I COULD ONLY DREAM OF HAVING DONE FOR MY BIRTHDAY. However, the large numbers of women that observed the 500 "Hypnotic Whores" (Please click here for more information) that have now decided to take up from where they left off is doing my head in. 

I cannot handle in my head how many women have decided because of what they seen the other women do (harness & treat me worse than shit for at least 3 years or longer) that they will now do the same???

Sick of hearing in my head that i am an asshole when i do my best not to be one!

170. ITS A NEW YEAR!

Happy New Year to all those souls that I have love for. I wish you a good year to come!

This past year sadly was not the best year for me, I’m so sad form, but then sadly I have not had a good year since the voices entered my without my permission back in Year 2009. If they had not entered my head where would I be now (Please click here for more information)?

I wish nothing more this New Years Eve than to have a good year where I feel like I have gotten my life back after rudely being interrupted. Sure I would like to win the Lotto & settle down but I'd be happy with having no Souls in my head or near me that do not have "White Light" (Please click here for more information) around them & to not have any soul at all "Harness" (Please click here for more information) any of the good feelings, effects, emotions & energies that I might have or provide myself with although I do not mind if souls want to "Lay Dormant" & enjoy the vibes I give off, then I would love my return to Roller Skating (Please click here for more information) which is the sport I love the most (Please click here for more information & to watch me Roller Skating in the past) & I would feel like I have life again. Hopefully I am not asking for too much?

How hard is it to get good help? Please read on.

169. OUT SHOPPING & MET SOME NEW FRIENDS!

Like usual the voices in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) that are in my head (mainly women) are totally pissing me off! Nothing unusual about that! Anyways trying my best to make the most of it & have fun! Out shopping for a friend & met a few friends! They were not cheap either considering we were at Salvation Army Store in Tempe which sells second hand goods, but then good friends are never cheap, they maybe Skanky once in a while but never cheap!

If only the voices in my head were as friendly as these guys! These lovely bears are not Hypnotic Whores (Please click here for more information).

If everyone in Heaven especially all the women read Blog Story Post 164 (Please click here for more information) without any sort of “Reverse/Opposite” on their heads which means they process all the information that they need & has been written for their own benefit & took the cloud off their heads which stops them from having voices in their head & stops the "Hypnotic" (Please click here for more information) that I & “Present” (Please click here for more information) placed that makes souls put things into perspective from my point of view which is needed so I get better treatment plus educates them about me & where I would be if voices had never entered my head without my permission back in 2009 (Please click here for more information) then New Years Eve which is tomorrow would be a good one! 

168. DRUG PROBLEM??? NOT POSSIBLE WITH VOICES IN MY HEAD!

2004

Seriously the only drug problem i have is that i do not have any that are fun & non-prescription (Please click here for more information). 

As you can see from photo (2004) i know how to get munted, but getting shit faced is not possible with voices in my head!

Would you believe, I'll be honest regarding the 2004 photo. When i was in New York i had bought Ecstasy tablets & then decided rather than fly to London since it was only May & "University (London Metropolitan University)" (Please click here for more information) did not start until September to fly back to LA since my friend Cameron in photo had just moved to LA to hang out with him. He found two Ecstacy tablets in my sunglasses case that i had forgotten about. 

I told him those bloody things had no effect so i shoved one in his mouth & i took the other one.

As you can see in Photo they did have an effect. I'd had a couple whilst at the Roxy back in New York & did not think pills were any good!

2004 Pride Party West Hollywood, LA.

In regards to those pills I had forgotten what happened back in New York. Last night anywhere you have to go out & party...right??? I ended up out partying & taken to a Sex Club with a guy i met online only to realise that it was already 8am & I being cheap had booked a 9am Shuttle Bus from my Hotel to take me to the airport for my flight to LA. I ran outta club without saying good bye the guy that had taken me there, hurried back to Hotel & packed up with 5 minutes to spare before Shuttle Bus arrived so i called my friend Jonathan & so off my face got on the Bus, still on the phone, & rudely started telling Jonathan what the other people on the bus were like. I am guessing the Bus driving turned music on in the Bus to try & drown out my phone rudess... HOWEVER.. i thought the girl beside me had broke into song, so i gave her a filthy look because i thought she was so on herself & such a wanna be singing idol to dare start sing on a bus. Good thing i didnt tell her to get over herself. I ignored her & looked out window finally finishing my phone call. Then i thought actually now that i listen to her she is actually a very good singing & only when i wondered how did she do the music accompaniment to her singing. 

I realised the girl was not singing out loud but sat where the stereo speaker was on the Bus.

I arrived at New York Airport where the check in lady grabbed me by both arms & pulled me accross her desk to say in my ear "Honey, Honey Honey, where did you come from?" i answered why? She asked me if i had come from South Africa & had been on the "Whacky Weed?" I said no but admitted i really needed Xanex or Valium but did not want to miss my flight. Laughing the lady whom figured i was so wired figured i needed help & said show me where you are going to be sitting & i'll make sure you do not miss your flight.

Clearly i was so off my face that it showed!

Back to the voices being my problem. Please read on.

167. THINGS WERE GETTING BETTER! BUT SADLY PARAMEDICS NEEDED!

17/11/2023 - Lady Jane Beach

Ok, Friday 17/11/2023, I will admit it i managed to get off my face & ended up having one of the best afternoons i have ever had & headed to Lady Jane Beach. If I feel good then the voices in my head can get to feel good as well, all they have to do is lay dormant. Sadly on the way home from Lady jane Beach the voices that claim to be in the afterlife decided they needed to feel good so started "Harnessing" (Please click here for more information) & then i spent the rest of the entire weekend getting treated like absolute shit!. The women i hear say they need stimulation & love "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) & some nasty soul had placed "Expert" more than once on my head which meant every one that wanted to do hypnotics picked on me & were out of my control. I know about them but I cannot see them, or any of the writing or undo them at all. I ended up hallucinating & every thing as they did hypnotics locking things in with pictures which again i do not understand or have an ability to undo. Extremely unfair treatment.

What is worse is that Monday night 27/11/2023 the voices were playing the "Eating Game" (Please click here for more information) rather than "Search & Destroy" (Please click here for more information) which means i cannot eat or digest my food. They made me choke so badly & in such a bad state my mother called the paramedics. 

Karl Josef Silberbauer (Please click here for more information) returned & wants me dead before my father dies because he wants to steal my identity. Karl is scared shitless of my dad. My dad, in his last past life, used to be the ruthless person in charge of Auschwitz (Please click here for more information) but he was only following orders & executed & reincarnated 1945. Karl was at Auschwitz and hence scared of my dad. My dad in this life reached "Optimal" & is a beautiful soul who is selfless, open minded, caring & the best dad in the world! 

I wish souls would understand that my dad & I reached "Optimal" (Please click here for more information) & should be treated better or left alone to be happy without their presence!

Who placed "Expert" on my head & fucked me? Please read on.

166. RETURNING TO ROLLER SKATING THANKS TO "ROLLERFIT"!

OMG I am so excited. If you have seen my Blog Story Post Number 135 - Please click here for more information - you would have seen that back in the day aged 12 years old i became Australian National Roller Free Skating Champion Juvenile Division in 1989 & later skated World Junior Titles in 1995 & World Titles in 1999. I have only skated a handful of times since 1999 & last week put on a pair of Roller Skates. I was sooooooo embarrassed for myself as i thought i would do figures but had difficulty doing a three-turn & almost cunted myself doing a Waltz Jump (easiest half jump imaginable). I get so dizzy doing a two foot spin that i fall over. Ooooops. I could not do shoot the duck & get up, so no chance of doing a sit spin. Damn my legs got a damn good work out.

Today however i decided stuff it, i am gonna make a return to Roller Skating. Mainly to get fit & to restore the amazing butt that i had being a porn muppet to become famous which has left me now at the age of 46 years old. I went online to RollerFit.com.au (Please click here for more information) & bought myself a new pair of Roll Line EVO Plates as both my old Labeda plates are broken. To buy skates go to RollerFit Store (Please click here for more information). I am so hoping they get delivered next week so that i can mount & wear them this coming Friday for practise. I know its gonna be a long haul ahead & figure for the next few months i will only be able to do Single jumps for a month or two before attempting Double jumps & who knows maybe even Triple jumps again but aaaaaaaaaah i am so excited & cannot wait.

If you want to learn to Skate I strongly suggest RollerFit (Please click here for learn to skate class details) & they are ALL over Australia. Roller Skating is so much Fun!

I just hope the voices in my head do not stop me from enjoying & returning to the sport I love!

165. BAD KARMA?

How come the nasty voices in my head do not realise they are giving themselves bad Karma. Every person has the right to refuse permission for souls, in this case in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information), to not have enter their head. They refuse to lay dormant no matter how much i point out that it is in their best interest to do only that. Everything you do in life, afterlife (heaven) or the "Living Dead" (Please click here for more information) means your destiny & fate are set (Please click here for more information). Souls, mostly female (bitches) have passed on as dogs rather than humans because they needed obedience training otherwise they would be impossible disobedient children. Souls have passed on as "Earthworms" (Please click here for more information) because they have done no good & need to spend time turning poop into soil, doing good things, before they can be human otherwise they would be cold blooded children. I have seen spiders too. 

I should have good Karma that i win the Lotto? 

Or go with the good voice & reach "Optimal" (Please click here for more information) to escape Karma! 

What would be the Karma for souls playing nasty games on my head? Please read on.

164. WHAT IS THE PROBLEM NOW? WILL BEING TONKA TOUGH HELP?

After what is "Stopping You Now?" (Please click here for more information). "Karl Josef Silberbauer" (Please click here for more information) has reincarnated so my biggest problem in my head has gone. The problem now is the large numbers of souls that have spent years doing what Karl demanded which was treating me like shit & placing "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) means now they do not know any better & continue to behave that way even though he is no longer existing in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information). I have been living back in Sydney Australia since mid 2011 (Please click here for more information) & besides "University & College" (Please click here for more information) not done anything else. All these women in my head that annoy the shit out of me & say they do not care about me because i am always frowning & unhappy & say i am as boring as bat shit do not understand that with them in my head i do not even have the ability to talk to myself or sing to myself & entertain myself & make myself smile. They are not standing in front of me, they are inside my head! If they actually reflected on what they say & do whilst in my head then they would understand that a miracle needs to occur to make me smile. They expect me to somehow give off a good effect to make them feel good because they have level five Ora (worst ora Possible) & feel uncomfortable to hopefully make them restore the white light around themselves. If i do not make them feel good i am a selfish asshole even though if i give off a good effect which makes them feel good they "Harness" (Please click here for more information) & refuse to allow me to feel good or the good effect i produce! To them i am just a Cash Cow that THEY DO NOT CARE ABOUT! And now even worse "Automated Harnessing"!

Even Tonka Tough i cannot deal with Whores (Please click here for more information) who never thank me for what I provide?

Majoraly its Women in my head & so used to treating me like shit because that is all they know & they don't know any better & for years (3 - 8 Years)?

For more information regarding the problem. Please read on

163. KEEP ON TRUCKIN! DOING MY BEST?

Sadly the voices are still prominent & causing me unhappiness but i say "Soldier On" or "Keep on Truckin". It always seems to be female voices that do not have "White Light Around Them" (Please click here for more information) & expect me to make them feel good. It is dangerous feeling good when you do not have White Light around yourself because you are ruining your destiny & fate & giving yourself bad karma every second your Ora is bad. If only i had a dollar for everytime i have heard a female voice tell me, "i need to understand that they have unlimited time & they need stimulation", I'd be a millionaire. I do not have unlimited time. They turn me into a vestibule which means i produce good effects for them but get none myself. Very selfish & very unfair. I am even more sick to death of "Harnessing" (Please click here for more information) meaning i miss out on fun!

On a good note i finished my "Graduate Diploma of PLT (Professional Legal Training)" (Please click here for more information) & only have to do 20 days volunteer work before i am officially a Lawyer since already have a "Juris Doctor" (Please click here for more information). I already have cases "I Want to Work On & Do" (Please click here for more information).

I wish i was not feeling so below average but i am doing my best to be happy & feel good!

How has Rhonda my Honda (Car/Vehicle) ensured i feel good? Please read on.

162. HYPNOTICS MADE EVEN WORSE?

Souls above & in my head have the ability to place "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) but need to follow laws. Two souls with white light around them, ensuring a valid reason to place one & then should they warn the soul they are placing one. Unless dealing with souls without "White Light" (Please click here for more information) then as a tough love lesson laws do not need to be followed. Souls decided that instead of hypnotics they would invent placing "thoughts" to a level that is even worse than placing a hypnotic, as no laws are followed, & no valid reason needed & they cannot be seen in writing like hypnotics so are difficult to stop &/remove and/or notice/detect. Souls have nastily been creative & as well as thoughts like using a Thesaurus created placing "Senses" & placing "Psychics" & placing "Commands" and so on. They are ALL nasty & for me, means eye pain, testical pain, cramps, itches, biting my tongue or lips & headaches & aches that come & go & all caused by voices & cannot be explained by doctors. Bad karma for those placing them!

These Bitches are worse than Hypnotic Whores (Please click here for more information). They have unlimited time & nothing better to do.

Want to understand why this is such a big problem? Please read on.

161. VOICES DRIVE ME MAD, BUT LUCKILY THERE ARE GOOD VOICES!

It has been a while since i said thank you to voices i hear in my head that are good to me (Please click here for more information). Some i have named myself & others it is their real names although the doctors say not to name them & avoid engaging with them (Please click here for more information) but i have! 

I should avoid engaging with voices but instead I turned them into Sesame Street Monsters! 

There is AQU (Please click here for more information). (Below 3rd from left = Aqua with Orange nose & eyes) & there is Ralph, Mrs Mini Swahili & her best friend, Pat & George (Green Elmo), Sassy Sarah & Green Pea (Malcom(Rosita)) & Angella (Helps me predict Hypnotic Whores (Please click here for more information) Karma) & of course Rod who reached Optimal (Please click here for more information) & Nora & Alpha Male (Shorty (Sam)) & Miss Monk Monk (Monkeys Friend (Sally) (Please click here for more information)) & Little Miss Bit Your Tongue Off Without a Hypnotic & Mrs Chinka-fabulous & Mr. Junior Burger & Girlfriend & Mr. Champion & Jones.

Plus more that i am sorry if i have not mentioned that support & help me which i am grateful & really appreciate their being!

I am a voice hearer, but sometimes voices help & make me laugh!

160. MAKING A TV SERIES FROM THIS BLOG STORY SITE.

Alan Dowsett (Jock Hudson) 2010

Doctors diagnosed me with Psychosis & it seems irreversible Schizophrenia (Please click here for more information). I say i have just seen & heard too much of what this world & planet is on about? (Please click here for more information). Sex does make the world go around more than money does? (Please click here for more information). What about Religion? (Please click here for more information) & Reincarnation? (Please click here for more information) & turning tricks made fun unlike Hustler White.

Too many Porn Stars have died right before our eyes (Please click here for more information) yet most people do not seem to notice them until they have already gone? (Please click here for more information).Yet they bared it all?

A Television Series somewhere between "Sex In The City" v "Exorcism of Emily Rose" v "Queer as Folk" v "Go" (The Movie)? It would, if made, say it all & probably if you have read any of my Blog Story which i Thank you for doing, then i might say too much? However it would either make you cry or wet yourself laughing, have you in total shock, or at least maybe make you moist? Each episode would most certainly end in a song, not only from famous celebs & known singers but also new combers which would gain stardom because of being associated with the stars & shown end of the scene & as the credits roll at the end. 

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159. THE AFTERLIFE NO LONGER EXISTS?

When you die if you do not go into the light & reincarnate you stay in what is known as the "Living Dead" (Please click here for more information). If during your life as a human you reach what is known as "Optimal" (Please click here for more information) then on your way to the White Light you had the option of entering the "Afterlife". So yes, upon death, judgment is made. The "Afterlife" existed with many levels for souls depending on how they lived life. You could go down levels but not upward. I am unsure how many levels but for the longest time the highest level had mostly "Indigenous or Aboriginal" (Please click here for more information) souls. In the afterlife you had the ability to watch over your loved ones, talk to them when they are asleep dreaming, & possibly reunited with them. Whilst in the afterlife you can look & feel any age you lived & when socialising if tentative to others an ability to tingle, glow & feel amazing. 

The afterlife got removed & no longer exists as it did. Souls in the afterlife disrespected the "While Light" one to many times. 

How could this happen? What now? Please read on.