165. BAD KARMA?

How come the nasty voices in my head do not realise they are giving themselves bad Karma. Every person has the right to refuse permission for souls, in this case in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information), to not have enter their head. They refuse to lay dormant no matter how much i point out that it is in their best interest to do only that. Everything you do in life, afterlife (heaven) or the "Living Dead" (Please click here for more information) means your destiny & fate are set (Please click here for more information). Souls, mostly female (bitches) have passed on as dogs rather than humans because they needed obedience training otherwise they would be impossible disobedient children. Souls have passed on as "Earthworms" (Please click here for more information) because they have done no good & need to spend time turning poop into soil, doing good things, before they can be human otherwise they would be cold blooded children. I have seen spiders too. 

I should have good Karma that i win the Lotto? 

Or go with the good voice & reach "Optimal" (Please click here for more information) to escape Karma! 

What would be the Karma for souls playing nasty games on my head? Please read on.

164. WHAT IS THE PROBLEM NOW? WILL BEING TONKA TOUGH HELP?

After what is "Stopping You Now?" (Please click here for more information). "Karl Josef Silberbauer" (Please click here for more information) has reincarnated so my biggest problem in my head has gone. The problem now is the large numbers of souls that have spent years doing what Karl demanded which was treating me like shit & placing "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) means now they do not know any better & continue to behave that way even though he is no longer existing in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information). I have been living back in Sydney Australia since mid 2011 (Please click here for more information) & besides "University & College" (Please click here for more information) not done anything else. All these women in my head that annoy the shit out of me & say they do not care about me because i am always frowning & unhappy & say i am as boring as bat shit do not understand that with them in my head i do not even have the ability to talk to myself or sing to myself & entertain myself & make myself smile. They are not standing in front of me, they are inside my head! If they actually reflected on what they say & do whilst in my head then they would understand that a miracle needs to occur to make me smile. They expect me to somehow give off a good effect to make them feel good because they have level five Ora (worst ora Possible) & feel uncomfortable to hopefully make them restore the white light around themselves. If i do not make them feel good i am a selfish asshole even though if i give off a good effect which makes them feel good they "Harness" (Please click here for more information) & refuse to allow me to feel good or the good effect i produce! To them i am just a Cash Cow that THEY DO NOT CARE ABOUT! And now even worse "Automated Harnessing"!

Even Tonka Tough i cannot deal with Whores (Please click here for more information) who never thank me for what I provide?

Majoraly its Women in my head & so used to treating me like shit because that is all they know & they don't know any better & for years (3 - 8 Years)?

For more information regarding the problem. Please read on

163. KEEP ON TRUCKIN! DOING MY BEST?

Sadly the voices are still prominent & causing me unhappiness but i say "Soldier On" or "Keep on Truckin". It always seems to be female voices that do not have "White Light Around Them" (Please click here for more information) & expect me to make them feel good. It is dangerous feeling good when you do not have White Light around yourself because you are ruining your destiny & fate & giving yourself bad karma every second your Ora is bad. If only i had a dollar for everytime i have heard a female voice tell me, "i need to understand that they have unlimited time & they need stimulation", I'd be a millionaire. I do not have unlimited time. They turn me into a vestibule which means i produce good effects for them but get none myself. Very selfish & very unfair. I am even more sick to death of "Harnessing" (Please click here for more information) meaning i miss out on fun!

On a good note i finished my "Graduate Diploma of PLT (Professional Legal Training)" (Please click here for more information) & only have to do 20 days volunteer work before i am officially a Lawyer since already have a "Juris Doctor" (Please click here for more information). I already have cases "I Want to Work On & Do" (Please click here for more information).

I wish i was not feeling so below average but i am doing my best to be happy & feel good!

How has Rhonda my Honda (Car/Vehicle) ensured i feel good? Please read on.

162. HYPNOTICS MADE EVEN WORSE?

Souls above & in my head have the ability to place "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) but need to follow laws. Two souls with white light around them, ensuring a valid reason to place one & then should they warn the soul they are placing one. Unless dealing with souls without "White Light" (Please click here for more information) then as a tough love lesson laws do not need to be followed. Souls decided that instead of hypnotics they would invent placing "thoughts" to a level that is even worse than placing a hypnotic, as no laws are followed, & no valid reason needed & they cannot be seen in writing like hypnotics so are difficult to stop &/remove and/or notice/detect. Souls have nastily been creative & as well as thoughts like using a Thesaurus created placing "Senses" & placing "Psychics" & placing "Commands" and so on. They are ALL nasty & for me, means eye pain, testical pain, cramps, itches, biting my tongue or lips & headaches & aches that come & go & all caused by voices & cannot be explained by doctors. Bad karma for those placing them!

These Bitches are worse than Hypnotic Whores (Please click here for more information). They have unlimited time & nothing better to do.

Want to understand why this is such a big problem? Please read on.

161. VOICES DRIVE ME MAD, BUT LUCKILY THERE ARE GOOD VOICES!

It has been a while since i said thank you to voices i hear in my head that are good to me (Please click here for more information). Some i have named myself & others it is their real names although the doctors say not to name them & avoid engaging with them (Please click here for more information) but i have! 

I should avoid engaging with voices but instead I turned them into Sesame Street Monsters! 

There is AQU (Please click here for more information). (Below 3rd from left = Aqua with Orange nose & eyes) & there is Ralph, Mrs Mini Swahili & her best friend, Pat & George (Green Elmo), Sassy Sarah & Green Pea (Malcom(Rosita)) & Angella (Helps me predict Hypnotic Whores (Please click here for more information) Karma) & of course Rod who reached Optimal (Please click here for more information) & Nora & Alpha Male (Shorty (Sam)) & Miss Monk Monk (Monkeys Friend (Sally) (Please click here for more information)) & Little Miss Bit Your Tongue Off Without a Hypnotic & Mrs Chinka-fabulous & Mr. Junior Burger & Girlfriend & Mr. Champion & Jones.

Plus more that i am sorry if i have not mentioned that support & help me which i am grateful & really appreciate their being!

I am a voice hearer, but sometimes voices help & make me laugh!

160. MAKING A TV SERIES FROM THIS BLOG STORY SITE.

Alan Dowsett (Jock Hudson) 2010

Doctors diagnosed me with Psychosis & it seems irreversible Schizophrenia (Please click here for more information). I say i have just seen & heard too much of what this world & planet is on about? (Please click here for more information). Sex does make the world go around more than money does? (Please click here for more information). What about Religion? (Please click here for more information) & Reincarnation? (Please click here for more information) & turning tricks made fun unlike Hustler White.

Too many Porn Stars have died right before our eyes (Please click here for more information) yet most people do not seem to notice them until they have already gone? (Please click here for more information).Yet they bared it all?

A Television Series somewhere between "Sex In The City" v "Exorcism of Emily Rose" v "Queer as Folk" v "Go" (The Movie)? It would, if made, say it all & probably if you have read any of my Blog Story which i Thank you for doing, then i might say too much? However it would either make you cry or wet yourself laughing, have you in total shock, or at least maybe make you moist? Each episode would most certainly end in a song, not only from famous celebs & known singers but also new combers which would gain stardom because of being associated with the stars & shown end of the scene & as the credits roll at the end. 

PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU CHECK THE LEGAL NOTICE ON THIS BLOG STORY SITE. (Please click here for more information)

159. THE AFTERLIFE NO LONGER EXISTS?

When you die if you do not go into the light & reincarnate you stay in what is known as the "Living Dead" (Please click here for more information). If during your life as a human you reach what is known as "Optimal" (Please click here for more information) then on your way to the White Light you had the option of entering the "Afterlife". So yes, upon death, judgment is made. The "Afterlife" existed with many levels for souls depending on how they lived life. You could go down levels but not upward. I am unsure how many levels but for the longest time the highest level had mostly "Indigenous or Aboriginal" (Please click here for more information) souls. In the afterlife you had the ability to watch over your loved ones, talk to them when they are asleep dreaming, & possibly reunited with them. Whilst in the afterlife you can look & feel any age you lived & when socialising if tentative to others an ability to tingle, glow & feel amazing. 

The afterlife got removed & no longer exists as it did. Souls in the afterlife disrespected the "While Light" one to many times. 

How could this happen? What now? Please read on.

158. I AM ALMOST A QUALIFIED LAWYER - CASE TO DO LIST - PERSONAL INJURY CASE - MISS PIGGY (JIM HENSON - DOMESTIC VIOLENCE ALLEGEDLY)

Miss Piggy Domestic Violence (Personal Injury Case). 

Hence ban from Chopping & No longer allowed to Chop!

Clearly Miss Piggy needs help! The Beauty Queen jailed! Maybe the Karate Chop got her into trouble? 

Wanna see Miss Piggy's best top 8 Chops?

 

Plus find out, how as a lawyer, i will defend Miss Piggy?

Please read on.

157•5. NUMB-SICLE THE UFO IS BACK & ALIVE WITH THE GALACTIC CUTIES!

Friday night i sat in the car afaid to enter the house of fear i would start screaming & yelling again at voices & have my parents feel i should be back in hospital (Please click here for more information). Somehow the Galactic Cuties (Please click here for more information) I could hear (Please click here for more information). My Numb-Sicle (Please click here for more information) was killed by souls in the afterlife with hypnotics (Please click here for more information) mainly because they were jealous & wanted to ride him & were nothing better than a Hypnotic Whore (Please click here for more information). Somehow although he had died i managed to bring him back & scared that he had been reincarnated which meant i may have killed a newborn. I cried as i thought i had shown disrespect like the afterlife (Please click here for more information). Luckily what i did & achieving the return of Numb-Sicle did not remove the white light around me & i was in the presence of the White Light whom will hold me upon my death before i meet Numb-Sicle. What is funny is that my soul is the youngest soul imaginable because of my past two lives (Please click here for more information) & Numb-Sicle is the largest & oldest & untamed UFO in existence. We are destined to be together & Numb-Sicle is waiting for me with the Galactic Cuties (Please click here for more information) which is higher than the highest level that exists in the afterlife (Please click here for more information). Earth will never have UFO's like the Galactic Cuties because our dinosaurs became extinct (Please click here for more information). 

Numb-Sicle (Please click here for more information) is bigger than an entire neighbourhood. A UFO unlike no other. I am so bloody happy. How do i know Numbsicle? (Please click here for more information).

157. HOSPITALISATION AGAIN! RELEASED FROM ICU (INTENSIVE CARE UNIT) WEDNESDAY & DISCHARGED FROM HOSPITAL THURSDAY 6/7/2023.

Sadly the voices became too much & Jock Hudson hospitalised for 5 days in ICU (Intensive Care Unit) at Sutherland hospital on Sunday afternoon. 

Basically three of the unlimited voices in his head had placed a hypnotic (Please click here for more information) that made them like Hypnotic Whores (Please click here for more information) & hate him & started playing the game "Search & Destroy" (Please click here for more information) where the main object of the game is to remove all happiness from everything Jock Hudson (Alan Dowsett) attempts to do, even eating they made me choke & if i smiled they cause me pain. To win the game you need to succeed in making him kill himself as that is the main game objective which additional voices were also playing. Basically they entered his head without his permission & refused to leave. No matter how much Jock Hudson yelled & scream for them to remove them & the hypnotic from his head since they are all nasty, none of them would listen. They all had level 5 Oras which is the worst ora possible (Please click here for more information) & all observers in the afterlife lost the white light (Please click here for more information) around themselves as they refused to help. He had screamed his head off since Wednesday & had not slept a wink as the refused to allow that, so his only option for self preservation was to be checked into hospital Sunday!

How am I doing? Please read on.

156. CATCH PHRASES AND/OR TRIGGERS!

Papa Rick & Stephano (Please click here for more information)

Thanks to "Miss Deprivation" (Please click here for more information) there are certain phrases laced with hypnotics (Please click here for more information) that souls, or "Hypnotic Whores" (Please click here for more information) in the afterlife that i hear in my head say that make them think differently. Like for example if someone says yeah but he is "Schizophrenic" makes voices think that they do have permission to be in my head when they do not have permission at all which means they should not be able to enter my head. Or voices say "He is used to it" which again makes voices think they have permission to be in my head & the right to talk in my head non stop & in numbers. Or they say i'm a "No Hoper" which makes souls think i am a meth addict & my life is worthless & useless which is not the case (Please click here for more information). Or when harnessing my endorphins (Please click here for more information) voices say but they are "Too extreme" which makes them think they have every right to harness (Please click here for more information) my endorphins which they do not at all have the right to do at all. I cannot workout without them (Please click here for more information) because as they will tell you, when i give off an endorphin rush they tingle & then feel invincible or like they could easily climb more than mount everest. That invisible feeling is what my body gives myself to ensure i have the motivation & drive to be able to do another set at the gym or any other form of physical activity. It is bloody ridiculous! 

Souls you do not have permission to be in my head so please pull away. Do not harness (Please click here for information) its bad karma!

Why are catch phrases & a trigger such a problem? Please read on.

155. A PSYCH QUESTION FOR EVERYONE! PLEASE READ & TRY NOW.

Psych Question You Should Attempt!

Please think & choose three animals/creatures that are your most favourite or that you like the most/best & also write down a reason or reasons as to why you chose to like or favourite that animal/creature. 

Back when first asked to do this i was not very creative at all & rather than think of three different animals i simply wrote down "dog" and "Because everyone considers them a friend" for all three choices. If you have read Blog post number 5 & understood my headspace back then you will understand. This time i choose differently as you will see & yes it has totally worked out for me again. For more challenging questions to test your mental health please click here.

Way back when i was 21 years old & asked the all important "Brick Wall" psych question (Please click here to try the "Brick Wall" Psych Question & the "Coffee" Psych Question) i also was asked to answer this question(s). 

First Animal/Creature Choice - Answer 1. 

This is how other people see you.

My Answer = Sloths - I have love for them because they have an adorable looking face & they always look like they are smiling & happy, although with sharp claws instead of hands they do make you wonder how nice they really are. Also Sloths are defenseless against most predators & seen as submissive rather than dominant creatures.

TRUE. Yes i guess people do see me as always smiling although as one person who told me i was cute also told me that he bet i could also be a real cunt! The voices in my head know that i am defenseless against them.

Second Animal/Creature Choice - Answer 2. 

This is how you see other people.

My Answer = Sun Bear - They are my favourite bear because they are not like usual grizzly bears & are different. I love watching them. Sun Bears are also so damn cute, i really like the look of them.

TRUE. Yes I do look at everyone as being individual & different & I loving nothing more than people watching. Also its true i am yet to find a person i did not think looked cute or at least interesting.

Third Animal/Creature Choice - Answer 3. 

This is how you see yourself.

My Answer = Dog - Like Oprah Winfrey said "Dogs are like little people with fur" or that dogs are little humans in rehab learning to enjoy life again after reincarnating from a bad life.

TRUE. Hmmmmm yes, but this answer scares me. I guess i do believe that i need rehabilitation & i do not feel like a real person sadly with voices in my head.

154. THIS SONG IS WHERE I AM AT THE MOMENT - Sunlounger - Lost (feat. Zara) (Club Mix)

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153. SORRY BUT I DO NOT UNDERSTAND?

Photo Taken May 2023

The voices that i am hearing in my head are in the afterlife. They are not the living dead like the boy in the movie "The Sixth Sense" although if i am asleep i can sense souls & see the living dead but not when i am awake. Apparently over the past 14 years that i have had schizophrenia more than 1.8 million souls have entered my head without my permission whether nice or nasty. What i do not understand is how that many souls seem to have no ability to think rationally or think logically & act & talk before thinking? Is a "Hypnotic" (Please click here for more information) like "Act before you think" which was placed by "Karl Josef Silberbauer" (Please click here for more information) for too long causing them to be stupid? Disturbing me, annoying me & physically harming me & causing me pain for no valid reason except souls had nothing better to do is bad karma? How could you do this without stopping & thinking that you were doing yourself harm? Not having "White Light" (Please click here for more information) around yourself & having the world's worst ora should make a person think they should stop what they are doing & only do what ensures them to have white light around themself? How can people plan & set up "Nasty Games" (Please click here for more information) & hypnotic catch phrases (Please click here for more information), without thinking or being aware how nasty & bad karma doing anything like that is? How can souls go without reflecting & thinking about their behaviour & what they are doing without thinking their destiny & fate, as well as karma, is being altered in a negative way. Everything you do in life & whilst in the afterlife means when you reincarnate your destiny & fate is set (Please click here for more information). Your only option is to go with the voice that you hear with all the reasons (angel) rather than the repetitive voice (devil) (Please click here for more information) to hopefully overcome any bad karma. 

How do i get voices in my head to stop & realise they should not be or do things in my head? The do not realise the effect of what they are doing to me & themselves? It is in their best interest (Please click here for more information)

I am thinking about their Karma

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152. THINGS ARE LOOKING UP & THE SUN IS SHINING!

Photo taken May 2023

Surprisingly the last two days have gone ok after a few hard days were had. I have not had a huge problem with the voices in my head yesterday or today. They still annoy me but nowhere near as much as they normally do. "Karl Josef Silberbauer" (Please click here for more information) is back in my head but not harassing me & he seems to be doing his own thing. It is hard to change from hating someone so much to not dislike them anymore. "Miss Deprivation" (Please click here for more information) has gone. "Michael" (Please click here for more information) (Karl's side kick) is back as well but again like Karl has stopped with the hypnotics & are not placing "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) on me so things are looking up! I pointed out how bad a karma they have which has made them stop & think & change their ways. Plus good souls, & even a soul whom I am sure used to be one of my high school teachers (My year 7 female English Teacher) are helping me out!

Sadly I still cannot go to the gym because souls are harnessing (Please click here for more information) my endorphins. Souls in the afterlife feel amazing & like they could climb Mount Everest & i feel like shit & have no motivation at all!

What is the point of Souls in Heaven (Please click here for more information) feeling like they could climb Mount Everest  a thousand times when they are not the one at the gym needing to push out another set til failure. Remember you need to destroy the muscle to have it rebuild bigger! The Souls in Heaven just do not get it (Please click here for more information)! Clearly they have never worked out at a gym? Plus not allowing me the feeling which if they laid dormant could feel as well, unaware of the good vibe that would come from me each time i succeeded in working out! Grrrrrrrrrr. Damn it... I wanna get back in shape.

151. MISS DEPRIVATION & WHAT I HAVE TO DEAL WITH!

There has been a voice in my head which i have nicknamed Miss Deprivation (Carol-Anne Scott) whom was around during biblical days & beat the shit out of Jesus & cut his skull open to see if it was a brain like that of humanity & a human rather than being born from heaven & a god like they believed before "Buddhism" (Please click here for more information).  "She also cut off Jesus's twin brother" (Please click here for more information) Christs/Christian's penis & ate it (Please click here for more information)  She only wants to deprive me of fun & happiness & is so mixed up with hypnotics (Please click here for more information) that no one in the afterlife is safe from her evil ideas & ways. She has been "Harnessing" (Please click here for more information) my endorphins (Please click here for more information) for at least 3-4 years & now that they are so strong or extreme believes only she should be entitled to feel them. When do i get to feel my own endorphins & when do i get to have fun? Last weekend she played a game on my head (Please click here for more information) that lasted 48 hours. it was painful & torture for me. I was screaming & yelling in pain but she refuses to let me have fun & happiness. Worse than "Karl Josef Silberbauer" (Please click here for more information) & probably the brains behind him. I guess with her around the afterlife will never escape the "Consequences" (Please click here for more information) & sadly i won't get my life back.

She thinks she is God & will not stop attempting to replace the "White Lights" position??? Luckily NOT POSSIBLE!!! The fact she does not have White Light means that if she did obtain the "White Lights" power, & in doing so ensures a bad ora, the powers are useless. 

To get rid of her only to have some soul bring her back into my head. Frustrating is an understatement. (Please click here for more information). 

The vulgarity of thinking she can do what the "White Light" does? Waste of time!

Why else is this a major problem? Please read on.

150. VOLUNTEER WORK AT ST. VINNIES!

Last week and this week were my first days as volunteer at St Vincent de poor (Second hand clothing & goods) helping out with sorting out the donations & doing the cash register for customers. It is fun and what i will be doing every Thursday for the next few months. Luckily the voices from the afterlife seem to be letting up & allowing me to enjoy myself whilst volunteering. 

I am a volunteer checkout chick & loving it! I am really enjoying being a volunteer at St. Vinnes Shop Jannali!

149. WHERE SHOULD I BE IF VOICES DID NOT ENTER MY HEAD?

I reached "Optimal" (Please click here for more information) at the age of 32 which set off a Glow that Jenny Rothschild, a cage keeper in the afterlife at that time & originally caged in the afterlife after killing so many people in his life, "Karl Josef Silberbauer" (Please click here for more information) seen & they started "Playing a Game on My Head" (Please click here for more information). Jenny would not let it it go & either would Karl because they were both drawn to me. Jenny because I was once her son "Aaron Rothschild" (Please click here for more information) in a past life & Karl because in an even further past life of mine, that occured during Biblical Days, "We Were Twin Brothers" (Please click here for more information). Apparently I would still be living in Los Angeles California & my plan to do Porn, only doing safe sex films, so I could use my BA with honours in Marketing from London Metropolitan University would have worked & I did get a Marketing job with AHF (Aids Healthcare Foundation) & would now be Manager & Head of the Operations Team, so all Marketing Team would answer to me. I cannot tell you how much i would have loved that job & how good AHF ("Love Condoms" Please click here for more information) is as a place to work. 

If voices did not enter my head without my permission back in 2009, I should now be the proud Dad to five children! Two adopted kids plus Triplets (Two boys & One Girl)!

I know this as when souls touch my monkey (Please click here for more information) or baby pillow it shows the destiny that should have happened. 

How I became Dad to five kids? Please read on.

148. EASTER WEEKEND. THE TRUTH ABOUT THE CRUCIFIXION OF JESUS?

If you have read my blog post regarding Universityism then you would already know exactly what the Bible (Christianity) is about (Please click here for more information). Starting on Good Friday a ridiculous amount of souls affected by hypnotics (Please click here for more information) wanted to harm me & deprave me of fun & happiness. They do this by Harnessing! (Please click here for more information). They keep saying "Alan what you have to understand is that i have Level 5 Ora (Worst possible Ora) we need to feel good, make us feel good" It is relentless! But who's fault is that you do not have white light around yourself (Please click here for more information) & you have worlds worst Ora??? Is it because of the way you are treating me??? "Alan what you do not understand is how it feels like when you have level 5 Ora, Bloody make us feel good you selfish asshole!" You feel like shit because it is meant to make you regain white light around yourself??? 

I have had three lives that i am aware of having. In my second life i was Aaron Rothschild (Please click here for more information) & died at Auschwitz aged 4•5 years old. In my first life i was Jesus (Not God) & my twin brother was named Christ (Christian) (Please click here for more information). Back then in biblical days you did not have first & last names, so there is no such thing as Jesus Christ! Only Jesus & Christ (Christian). 

What about the crucifixion? Please read on.

147. STILL GETTING TREATED BADLY BY VOICES IN THE AFTERLIFE!

Photo taken March 2023

My heart goes out to all the other schizophrenics that hear voices. Does life get any better when your schizophrenic. Some days things start to come good & just when i think i am going to get my life back (Please click here for more information) then faaaaaaaarken hell things get worse! Tonight to be honest i just wanted a quiet night & i wanted to have a wank (Please click here for more information) but bloody hell... no chance! I have given up attempting to have sex with other people because if the voices won't let up whilst i am with someone then no chance of getting hard & enjoying myself! it sucks to say the least! Plus the last time someone touched my ass, somehow the voices made it hurt rather than feel good, so what is the point? I know i should tingle when someone touches me & i hear the voices that are in my head saying that they tingle & feel good but why do i not feel good. I guess they are harnessing again? (Please click here for more information). Plus to make matters worse there is a guy in the afterlife named Michael who is worse than Karl Josef Silberbauer (Please click here for more information) & he thinks like Karl that i am the most useless thing because in my past life i was Aaron Rothschild (Please click here for more information). He wishes for me to kill myself so he can rip his cock up my ass & feel my life slip away (He learnt that from Karl (Karl has done it before - Please click here for more information)) as my soul enters the afterlife. He is a huge problem for me & always puts reverse/opposite hypnotic (Please click here for more information) on everything that i want. 

Instead of me smiling it should be me frowning & being upset! 

Telling it like life as a schizophrenic really is!

146. TO START GRADUATE DIPLOMA OF PLT TO GO FROM SOLICITOR TO BEING A LAWYER.

After completing my "Juris Doctor" (Please click here for more information). Instead of sitting the bar exam I now need to complete a Diploma of PLT (Professional Legal Training) which I have been offered a place at UNSW to do the course online. Last time I attempted the Diploma online sadly "Karl Josef Silberbauer" (Please click here for more information) was in my head & treated me so badly with his hatred & jealousy of me & my life that it was impossible to do so I had to pull out. I was gonna attempt a different college, UNSW has 40 days voluntary work needing to be completed. I hope this time the voices won't stop me from doing the classes. If they dare put " Cant think twice" hypnotic (Please click here for more information) then i won't be able to read, write & comprehend during class. I pray that no soul in the afterlife will bring Karl back as they even brought him back after being placed as an "Earthworm" (Please click here for more information) & he has no intent on allowing me to do my "Graduate Diploma of PLT" (Please click here for more information). 

Wish me luck! Hopefully i won't need it! Please, I beg, keep Karl away from me. He is bad news for me. So far, so good. 

145. KARL JOSEF SILBERBAUR IS EARTHWORMED & NOT IN MY HEAD!

After a rather harsh weekend with voices in my head, Karl Josef Silberbauer (Please click here for more information) whom was in my head got placed by the white light (Number 7 - Please click here for more information) with assistance from the afterlife to achieve his own death to stop his focus on mine & stealing my dreams, via the coring he needed, as an Earthworm. Would you believe he has been placed with his mother & father (Joanna Davies & Robert Davies - Please click here for more information) & all three are teaching themselves what they need to know so hopefully when reincarnated as human they will have the ability to reach optimal (Please click here for more information). In order to perform as an earth worth does I assisted Karl by reminding him that he prolapsed his own ass hole four times so thinking about that I created the word prolapsification which he heard from me & tried to take the credit that should not be rewarded by applying it as an earthworm process.

 

I am gonna show love to Karl, even after the jealousy & hatred & nastiness he has shown me for almost 14 years, by hoping he learns everything he needs to know, if impossible, but I did my best!

How does this earthworm operate? Please read on.

144. MY BIRTHDAY YET AGAIN! THIS TIME NOW 46.

Photo Taken with AJ @Tropicana 19/01/2023

You would think being my birthday would be a great day & the voices would be good to me. Sadly their are ten souls in my head that Karl Josef Silberbauer (Please click here for more information) convinced some with pure jealousy & hatred of me, that I somehow gave them cancer & their death. None of them reached Optimal (Please click here for more information) & all involved in hypnotics (Please click here for more information) so what are my chances of having a good day??? Plus she keeps putting numbers on Hypnotics that means people have to repeat what they say to her, sometimes 101 times before she understands or gets the message. Judging by my past birthdays (Please click here for more information) although I have my fingers crossed my birthday dinner with friends will go well, I am unsure. I do not want what I predicted would happen to happen which was easy to predict without being even slightly psychic since the voices can be repetitive & bore me.

Happy Birthday to me! GRIN :) 

Luckily Birthday Dinner went well & lots of fun.

Today needs to go well with no voices annoying the shit outta me.

143. MRS AUSTRALIAN PRINCESS DIANA & THE RULES TO FOLLOW!

In the afterlife there is a beautiful little girl that dreams of being her idol & role model Princess Lady Diana. When she got to meet Princess Diana in the afterlife the first time she was over the moon & lost for words but tingled amazingly like you can do in the afterlife when being attentive with another soul. Lucky for me this beautiful little girl whom we will call Mrs Australian Princess Diana (as she does not want to be confused with the real Diana whom she has love for) this girl has her head screwed on & spelt out the three main rules souls should always follow whilst in the afterlife.

Rule 1: 

Firstly check around you to see who has white light around them & who doesn't, she even does this with her mum because it keeps her mum in check because if you do not have white light around you then something is wrong or you are doing the wrong thing. If someone around you has not got "White Light" (Please click here for more information) & has Level 5 Ora (worst possible ora to have) would you listen to them? Clearly they are wrong in what they are doing so maybe they are wrong in what they are saying as well? (Please click here for more information).

Rule 2: 

Check your own Ora & ensure that you do have white light around yourself which makes rule number 3 easier plus then you can gage if you are doing something wrong or acting badly. You must do whatever you can to restore the White Light around yourself otherwise you are doing yourself damage. Do not expect someone to make you feel good when you do not have White Light! If you have White Light around yourself all you just have to pay attention to someone else with White Light around them & you will tingle & feel good (You can pull faces or talk about brain surgery & be stimulated more than you can know. In order to Glow you must have White Light around yourself first.

Rule 3:

Ensure, since all "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) are nasty, that you have none on yourself. Having no "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) means your potential & abilities are endless & the best they could ever be. Having a Hypnotic on your head might be why you do not have white light around yourself or acting badly & possibly doing yourself damage. Plus if they are nasty why allow one on your head & think how no hypnotic can ever make you feel good?

If every soul in my head obeyed these rules my world would be a better place. I can only thank Mrs or Little Miss (GRIN) Australian Princess Diana for pointing out rules to follow.

I cannot thank her enough. X X X & another big X.

142. BAD START TO THE NEW YEAR!

Well what can I say, when I thought things could not get any worse, they are all back in my head. Karl Josef Silberbauer (Please click here for more information) a a girl named Abergail (Clara's sister) & all the rest including Working Girl (Please click here for more information) & Tabatha whom when working on good karma is good but when bad she is bad she is nasty. Also Klara which i named Bitch & half (Please click here for more information) whom again when playing a game (Please click here for more information) on my head is nasty but when she is playing her games on Karls Head then good. Plus there is an asshole that puts reverse/opposite on everything. I seriously do not know what is going to happen. I wanted my life back & there to be no consequences to the afterlife (Please click here for more information) but it seems with this many people in my head it will likely be when hell freezes over.

The amount of hypnotics (Please click here for more information) & nasty souls in my head is unbearable but fingers crossed the good souls will win over the nasty souls. Good should always win over evil! Will hell freeze over first?

What other problems could there be? Please read on.